SO SAD

You guys know what phone I am using right?
Damn lousy one without MP3 Player or camera. It's older than your grandparents' phone.
I am very poor one okay! I drive Nissan. Sunny and Honda Civic first generation.
Hahahaha. Kidding. I don't own a car.
But honestly, I am very poor.
My hands were kinda itchy when I was working for Kingston(PC FAIR), I got nothing better to buy except for this

Mickey Mouse MP3 lor. It's only 1gb. And it's the lousiest one. First generation. I'm too poor to afford the newest generation :-( Some more my phone is so lousy without music player.
I brought this cute thing home and my siblings like it ever since they saw it. So my brother bought it from me since I got a better offer from "someone". He said he would get me the second generation one. Its storage will be more than 1GB and the Mickey Mouse got eyes one....

Tadah~ this one.

The eyes got light one.
Oh my god T_T
T_T

So cute right?
Sob sob. But I have not got it from him.
Hate you!
:...(
See la, now my little brother has such a cute thing but I don't!
See la, lose to him d!
Now he keeps harrying me to bring it back from Penang and give it to him!
:(
Now come out 4th generation d, you still can't find second generation one for me!
hate you ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:-(

26.5.2009

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
~Cheeks. It makes me feel like a kid.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
~Smelled smoke coming in my room and quickly found an excuse for myself to skip class. Someone overheated her bun again. Like what happened to me last night. Hahaha.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
~Allen......... Saw...........Kok ...........Leong........... hahahaha. But I suck in photos.look very fat..........esp my face.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
~Yes, I definitely am. Everyone spoils me except for my dad. LOL.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
~Maybe in the future.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes. Who has not?

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
~Yes. Those junks on earth! If killing people wasn't a crime, I would have killed thousand of people. I AM SERIOUS.

8. What does your last text message say?
~" Is me sms you first... then only you sms me:( I want you to call me 1."

9. What are you thinking right now?
~I want Artistry skin care, I want a purse, a bag, plently of money, be slim and trim, be rich, be able to get good grades without having to study.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
~ Yes....

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
~around 2am++++

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
~Shopping Mall 6 years ago.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
~Yes.

14. Who was the last person who text you?
~My darling.................!


Lalalala.
Accounting quiz wasn't as tough as I thought.
Went MCD with Lynn again after class.
Yummy, mcd very delicious! Hahaha. Especially when it is taken with Lynn.
Lalala~~~
VERY BORED.
NO ONE WANTS ME!

Mid term is coming soon
final is coming soon
Left 2 more weeks of work then I AM DONE.
No more jobs until final is over
or else I will get chopped into pieces.
And I can't fail, no more.
Because I turned down the scholarship that I got.
My dad would kill me if he knew that I rejected the scholarship bcuz I didn't want to contribute to my college!
And I failed 2 subjects.
So add RM1400 more to my actual amount (RM18000) to get my Diploma Cert.
RM1400+RM18000= Course fees so far.
Don't forget about my hostel fees and living expenses.
Hostel is RM340 per month and it sucks. It rocks a bit bcuz it provides air cond. Hahaha.
Expenses are around RM1000 per month(shopping+food+buy junks)
So tell me if my dad won't kill me for failing again.
How much of money wasted? OMG I FEEL SO BAD RIGHT NOW I FEEL SO BAD. WHY DID I FAIL.....

I might fail some subjects again.

Consequences of failures might be:

My vagina will be split into half and my clitoris will be thrown into the garbage bin. My eyes will be dug out to cook porridge. Yummy.
My fingers will be cooked together with Maggi. My ass and thighs will be sent to MCDonalds to make burgers. My arms will be sent to KFC to make Zinger burger. YUMMY. Next time go MCD or KFC try Catherine's burger.
Support me okay?

Oh too much of crap. hahahaha. tata

25.5.2009

Tomorrow got Accounting quiz. I am so not ready for it.
Haven't prepared for it.

What time is it now?
It's 11.40pm.
And I am still blogging.
Main reason is because someone came down to Penang to find me.
He was shouting and screaming my name outside my house this afternoon when I was still in my bed.
For one second I thought that it was my hostel's warren - Kelvin, so I pretended as if I were not in my room. I made no sound.
Luckily I took a look at my phone and saw a few missed calls and smses.
Quickly read em' and I saw:" I'm outside your house!"
OMG, that was my bf - Allen. Why did he come again????
WT..... He skipped work again!
Did I mention that he just came down yesterday?
Sigh, so my study plan was a failure, like always.
LOL.
After being chastened and nagged by him,
we headed to Gurney to have our lunch and catched a movie named titles "Angels and Demons". Not bad actually!
The reason why he came all the way down from SP is not meant to be reveal.
Basically, he caught me doing "some things" that he did not approve and he drove here together with his proof to prove me wrong because he knew that I would not admit if there was no evidence! ARGH. There it was, the evidence. True and original.
No way to extricate.
No way to controvert the truth.
He is damn smart I tell you.
Never mind, my fault.
So my other sim card was torn into half.
LOL.

Ai ya, gotta revise now.
Sigh

Lalala.....

I am missing him......
*muacks*
He became so small all of a sudden.

He went out with his friends don't want me already.
T_T
Hate him......
Wonder how did he do this cute cartoon!
I wanna do, teach me please.
T_T


My skin condition isn't good recently.
Anyone please recommend me skin care products...
I am 18 years old, don't introduce me SK-II or Kose.
I have tried. Not suitable as I am too young for those products.
The price of products is never expensive to me as long as they can turn me into an angel = p
I can pester my mom to buy for me.
Because no one'll ever wanna marry me without an attractive visage.
hahahaa.
Or I can sayang and kiss my darling make him faint first then only pester him to buy for me
= p
laaaalalalalalala~~~~
Don't kill me please, I am just too bored....
= (
Cuz someone left me feeling so lonely in my hostel....
Hate him
=.. (

Bluek I am too bored

I am so damn bored!
Boring Saturday = (
So allow me to show off my tongue for a while.

21.5.2009

Hihi, I know my face looks very chubby in pictures! :-(
Even in real life I know.
But pictures even worse. hahahahaa.
There, I dyed my stupid black hair to black color! hahaha.
JK. it's brown. More obvious in real life.

Life is monotonous as usual.
Went to Gurney with this big baby just now.
Wanted to watch Angels and Demons but tickets were fully booked.
So walked around finding food.
Urgh, I just promised myself not to shop until end of this year!
But I am already tempted by Forever 21 and Roxy.
So many things to buy yet so little money!

Got some calls and smses from job agents calling me to work but I don't think I wanna work because final is just around the corner. Plus I have got no transport to go to my work place. So I guess staying home and lazing around is the best thing to do?

Anyway, had my English Business and Trade oral test just now. Everything went on smoothly without a hitch until lecturer asked me the meaning of " white elephant?" haha. Well, it's a cliche. I couldn't answer and asked lecturer:"Out of all the cliches that I know, why "white elephant" has to be tested?" hahah. Because I think I knew almost all except for this. I forgot about the meaning. =.="
So I did not manage to score full marks for my oral.

EBT class is at 9am tomorrow but I have already planned to skip. So make it 1pm. My class starts at 1pm tomorrow. hehehe. I hope I won't get barred from taking final! :-p
fuck. I shouldn't have gone to a college. I should have asked my parents to get me home-schooling teachers. Or I could choose to study myself and just take the exam. I don't know whether it's because of me being too lazy and arrogant or bcuz my college sucks to the point that I don't feel like attending any classes at all. Well, the truth lies unknowing. LOL.

I have to start dieting tomorrow. I am so darn fat. SO SAD.
:(
Being a girl is troublesome.

18.5.2009

I went shopping again!
I spent RM300 today!
Shopping + dyed my hair.
BROKE!
:( Will show pictures of my hair soon.
The color is not obvious as my actual color was damn dark.
So the my brown turns out to be extremely natural. LOL
ARGH. I wanted it more fake lar....~

Should I dye my hair to brown colour? Brown that's not too obvious, but conspicuous enough to see the difference.
Does brown hair suit me?
Opinions pls...
I am afraid that my hair will spoil and become britter......
Cuz I dyed dark brown which looks just like black few days ago. wtf.
Waste my money only..............

15.5.2009

Nothing to do as usual.
I did not go back to my hometown because I find my hostel's bed more comfortable than my own house's.
I woke up and ate. Read story book. Then, took a nap again.
And woke up and blog:-p
Argh..... B-O-R-E-D.
Wanted to go shopping but I am pitiably lack of cash.
Don't mention about the credit, I am not allowed take em' out.
I swear, if I get lotsa cash, I would rush to MPH or Boarders to get all of my favorite story books! I love reading but I hate studying. I can finish a story book in just a day but you can only catch me studying only once in a blue moon.
Anyway,
I got back my lappie yesterday afternoon.
Of course I was happy because I finally got to online.
But, being able to online is not the case now because the fucking server is moving slow like fucking retarded turtles.


Showing my pictures is an antidote to my boredom so I decided to post some pictures about myself since I got nothing better to do.
I know I look fucking ugly like what a person without name(anonymous) commented.
I know my smile isn't as sweet as hers. She scolded me for thinking that my smile is sweet although I DID NOT even mention a word about my smile is "sweet".. Whoa.... Did I say that in her dreams? She had to come scolding me like that?
But I, as a blogger, still have the right to post up ugly pictures of myself! Don't I?
Nah, never mind.
Frivolous people act shallowly.
Forgive em' so that God'll forgive me everytime when I skip classes; everytime when I lie to my parents that I do study but I actually don't.

I'm so in love with my hair.

I am so in love with my hair.

I'm so in love with my hair.

Ow, I cut this myself. Damn it. It's too short, but I still love my hair!!!

I'm so in-love with my hair
I'm so in-love with my spaghetti stripe!
It's from forever 21! I love the colour; I love the way it shows how voluptuous I am; I love the shape. I love its everything!
But why it has to go missing! WHY WHY WHY!!!
Come back to me pls. You know I love you more than my hair.
Opps, that was a lie. Haha. But I do love you.
Just never more than my hair.
I hate you Allen Saw. That night you helped to unpack my bag. Then it disappeared ever since! T_T...
I don't care, you owe me one shirt!

There it ends.
My darling owes me so many things now. Must return me one okay??
If not I die also I remember you! Hahaha.
I have some mercy on him because he accidentally dropped his card and lost some money. HAhAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.....

I went to watch "Sell out" with Allen last night.
It sucked! What a waste of money.
How sarcastic it's when Malaysians declare " Malaysia Boleh".
Just compare "Sell-out" with "Angels and Demons".
Which one is more worthwhile to spend dollars to watch?
One so easily-made. I go and do better! One so high-tech.
Alright, let's not get into details or else I'll get detained.
Because there's no freedom of speech in Malaysia although it's in our Moral books. We are not allowed to voice out our views about the country!
Being outspoken is a no-no. You can do so if you feel like dying but you're too chickened-out to kill yourself. Then you can tarnish our country's reputation and wait to be sentenced to death penalty! Isn't that just greater than wonderful?
I wanna watch Angels and Demons and Night at the museum 2 with my darling..........!



!!!! I haven't bathed since I woke up!
It's 6pm now.
But I am in an air-cond room so I don't stink.
Bye, gotta move my pretty ass to the wash room then out for dinner.

14.5.2009

My laptop is gone to service center for almost 3 weeks already!
Wtf, they still don't bother to send it back to me!
Arhg............

Know what!
I woke up at 7.30am this morning!
You know what!
First time kay!
Shocked my housemate because she said I never woke up that early before.
wtf. Damn pai seh when she said like that.
Damn pai seh why am I like that!
You know what!
I wouldn't wake up if there was no test today!! There was, so I woke~
Haha....
Just finished my test and now I am bitching in com lab:-P
I mean online not bitching kay!
I am hungry... But gotta wait for Lynn for lunch together:-(
sadness.
See, I have a heart of gold and the patience of a saint.


Went to catch a movie with him last night.
" The uninvited"
Darn nice and interesting man!
Nothing spiritual(no ghost).
So don't be scared.
Go and watch it before it is too late.
Highly recommended.
The ending is unexpected. Unlike the other movies which you could guess what will happen next!
This NO! :-)
GOGOGO and watch it :-p
You know I hardly give compliment to movies. So when I do, just believe me that it's really worthwhile.
If you don't have money to watch, go on Wednesday la! Haha. RM 6/per ticket only ma..........!
Wednesday is for those who are too stingy to spend on movies. Like, me! Oh, I don't pay for movies, do I? I only requested my darling bring me there on Wednesday because I wanted him to save! So that I will get more for shopping later on. hahaha. Not to say only stingy people go on Wednesday. Intelligent people will choose Wednesday too! Cuz you can save money $$$$$..... :-p

You know what!
Someone lost his atm card.
A few thousand was withdrawn by culprit.
Money gone... sim tia(heartache)...
Buy me a gucci bag or let me keep all is better :-p
The ridiculous thing is that, that "someone" was silly enough to write his atm pin number on the card!
He lost his card = Lost all of his money.

hahahahahahahaha.
I can't stop laughing.
This tragedy is just too ridiculous to stop myself from laughing :-p
Sorry.
I can't abide with people like this.
:-p
hahahahahaha!

:(

I am so sad:-(
Enlarged ribs and perpetual pain.
I have to get myself up from bed slowly like my grandmother so that I won't feel that pain.
Blame the stupid cough.
It has been 4 weeks. My cough has finally recovered but I still suffer from enlarged ribs. And it hurts whenever I use my body muscles like pressing chili sauce @ Mcd or driving a manual car! Need to change gear, remember?
I can't even exercise for a month. Okay, let's forget about exercise because I am too lazy to do it anyway. But at least let me be more active! I am getting fatter and fatter.
Ow, God, please, perform some miracle.
I don't wanna be as fat as Winnie the Pooh! :-(
:-(
I am back in my hometown so I get to blog.
Haha.
Sigh, final exam is looming around the corner.
But I am still skipping classes as usual.
I hate being forced to follow the stupid van to college!
I need a car.
My parents just can't understand my needs!
If they got me a car, I would drive to college. I wouldn't have to wait 2 hours or 3 hours just to attend a class. It eases my tiredness. Then I will be energetic everyday to study! I wouldn't have to skip classes anymore!
ARGHhhhh.........
I continue to skip; I continue to fail; I continue to retake.
Just calculate the amount.
One subject is RM650-RM800.
Calculate!
Sum up the amount is equal to a car, isn't it?
Okay, I know I am exaggerating. You can't get a new car with that amount. But at least it can be used to get a second hand car right?
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST UNDERSTAND?

7.5.2009

Sorry for the lack of updates people!
Blame my stupid toshiba!
It got hospitalized a week or 2 ago.
So I am online using my roommate's laptop. She is away.

Argh, I have got Statistics test later. I haven't done my revision yet.
I just wanna pass, that's all I wish for.
Or could I bribe my Statistics lecturer??Then I could get an A+. Haha.
Anyway, I skipped morning class again, like, everyweek.
I am too lazy to wake up.
I am not behaving like a student.
Where's motivation? Discipline? Perseverance? Hardwork?
I don't possess all these qualities that a college student should possess.
I only possess the spirit of a shopaholic and a spendthrift.
I also possess the spirit of spending my hubby's money as if he were Bill Gates . Nah, I don't spend extravagantly. It's just a joke. That's why I have to cancel all the text.

Oh,
and now,
I am gonna get a new phone!
I need a new phone!
Don't ask me what model I am using.
Kindly read my older posts to find out alright?

If you ever thought of donating money to the needy,
you could probably donate a phone to me. :-p
Or a car please?

Alright, gotta go wait for the fucking van.
Blame my parents for criticizing my driving skills! They said I am too emotional so I will never get a car until I change my attitude! What an excuse. People learn from failures and emerge as better persons, isn't it? I could learn from accidents and get hospitalized or go straight to heaven too! Hahahahahahaahahahaha...................