30.11.2010 ; 01.00

There's no word to describe my feelings right now.

Blessings are overflowing. More and more good things are coming my way.

I'm done with my finals. And I'm pretty confident that I'll pass all 4 subjects. Left 3 more for my Diploma. Then I'm done. Probably to America. I will have to check out airplane tickets real soon. I have a great feelings that the trip is not gonna work out.

Now talk about what I do everyday?

I don't go back to SP even it's my holiday because I've jobs to do in Penang.

Schedule is full starting from tomorrow to end of December.

In fact very happy for it because I don't have to spend my free time at home spending money and doing nothing.

Everyday wake up in the afternoon, then facebook, thinking of who to go for lunch with.

Everyone has their own lives to live. They have their own people. And I'm all alone. Shop alone, eat alone. Somehow I think I'm really pathetic. I've a lot of friends, a lot of hi-bye friends, a few close friends who have got their own lives to live.

But I'm glad. Everyone is happy. And I guess that's enough.

Hey morning world

It's 3.22am

I've just done a bit of my revision for International Marketing.

Will continue tomorrow.

I'm the laziest student. I skipped a lot of classes this semester, even when I attended, I paid no attention. I can't believe I can still be THIS last minute.

Study just a day before exam!! However, I find it useful, because I can remember everything that I read. Very fresh in mind.

Recently have been very busy with my events.

After 26.11 will be my rest days =)

But I'm very sure events are coming up.

I'll try my best to gain experience before I really step out of the world to work.

I'm a very independent and strong girl.

I won't be celebrating Christmas this year as I've a confirmed event to handle.

I feel so far away from God now.... More like an Atheist than a Christian.

Haven't been to the church for ages.

Will try to find out about religions during spare time =)

Hope everything goes on smoothly without a hitch from now on,

my studies, my events and so on....

Might be going to USA for 2 weeks - a month if schedule allows.

Sigh, graduating only next year July.

Ah, 1 subject for long semester.

What a waste of time.

Parents suggested that I should continue my degree and then go overseas to complete the last year. Still deciding. All children can't be leaving the home, can we?

=(

原来幸福就那么简单，是我把它想得太复杂。

我最近好烦。工事，学业，友情，没有一样顺利。

大考又要到了。。

我真的很惨。再不读，我就是准备Fail了。。!

哎。。。没心情啊。。

November

November is a busy month.

Just completed all my assignments and now final exam is looming around the corner.

Going crazy soon!!!

2 more weeks of events and I'm done and will rest for 2 weeks to prepare for final.

Only accept jobs after December. I can't fail any subjects!!

28.10

Time flies, October is now coming to an end. Soon, will be my 20's birthday. Then it's time to welcome 2011.

Staring at the laptop screen, thinking of memorable past, listening to classical music.

Only lack a cup of coffee with a good environment.

I could imagine me sitting alone in a cafe where nobody knows me.

Far away from my country,

and it's snowing.

Sitting there, drinking coffee, and thinking of my past, thinking of what I should do in the future.

I hate it when I can't move forward.

I'm always thinking of my pasts and how I wish I could change them.

I know I can't go back, I can't change whatever that has happened.

But...

Part of me...

is still missing the old times....

I feel like leaving, to a place where no one knows me.

Have been quite busy recently with endless assignments.

But still, I managed to find time for "emo".

I'm working on the last assignment right now. Obviously ran outta ideas, so I'm here blogging.

It's been long since I ever posted my photos on my blog,

here's a picture of me, taken by Lynn, in class.

My birthday wish for this year would be

1. whoever owes me money, faster return to me...

2. earn a lot a lot of money and gain more experience.

3. give myself some time to quiet down my mind, probably off this country....

4. 1 coach

5. get myself a good phone...

boring

Online in com lab right now. Nothing to do...
I'm exhausted. I don't know why I wake up so many times at night!!
Keep waking up. I hate the feeling. I feel tired but still I can't sleep.
Skipped monday and tuesday's classes.
Went back to SP last weekend, asked amely to replace me for my job, came back to Penang on Sunday.
Thought I was going to work this week BUT ended up event canceled for a week and only start next week. Wtf.
If I knew earlier I wouldnt have gone back to SP last weekend and would only go back this weekend. Earn less few hundreds, some more spent so much on petrol and toll. GRRRRRRRRRRR
I HATE THIS FEELING
over spent again for this month. it's only 20.10.2010 and i've spent my whole month allowance!!
I know I've money in bank but i hate it when I overspend

Weee~

I'm back!

Just done my F & N event.

It was really fun, I enjoyed myself. Edwin, Claudia, Catherine Yap, Amely, Albert, and Catherine Lim (me).

Job scope was to distribute free drinks to crowds.

Very easy job.

Never knew the feeling could be THIS great.

Adventurous.

I never knew I was this daring.

Awesome is the only word to describe my feelings.

Thanks a lot for the moment and memory.

I love the awkward feeling to the max!

It was once in a life time experience.

Never will it happen again.

I woke up after September ends, I realised that I've moved on. It's a great start.