Monday, December 29, 2008

I am back from Singapore


Back few days ago but was too lazy to blog.
even now I am lazy to type things. Let all the pictures speak for me.
I didn't take a lot of pictures because I looked so horrible with my dark circles and fat eye bags=.=" somemore I look so fat in pictures. Fat in real life. Fatter in pictures... uh..... sorry okay!!! I promise I will get thin and then take many many photos the next time when I go there.. heheh...
deal? I won't upload all pictures that I have taken okay? Know what's laziness? know right? smart! Pictures are not clear bcuz my digital camera sucks. it's 6.1 megapixel and it sucks more than my phone does. hehehe... some more battery finished after taking a few pictures.. wth man



See, my kiddy way of dressing up.....





On the way to hell


Sunday, December 21, 2008

Merry Christmas圣诞节快乐。

Wish you all Merry Christmas first cuz I will be leaving to Singapore tomorrow so I don't get to wish you all on that day:(
Celebrate Christmas? Make sure you know the meaning of celebrating it. Or else it's almost useless... hehe....

Feel so sorry for my darling cuz I can't celebrate it with him and I'm not sure whether I can receive calls or smses there....
Sorry plz forgive me:(
I will miss you okay?

Bye, I will be back^^

SO Pissed off

I am so pissed off right now!!!!!!
My parents are so horrible!!!
The stupid old car is 10 years old and they don't allow me to drive out alone!!!! And the car is only stupid wira!!! such a lousy car somemore 10 years already........ stingy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got my license for months already yet I don't get to drive alone!!!
They want me to be a perfect driver but don't give me the chance to practice!!
I guess they don't know practice actually makes perfect?
Shallow them!!!!!
How can I be perfect without practice!!
So damn angry!!!

I banged my house's piano and the door just now=.="
So angry.... can't control my temper.....!!!
I think I will get high blood pressure at the age of 30 and die of heart attack at the age of 35 if I continue to stay in this house for another 10years!!!!
Must buy insurance so that at least I can contribute some money to my parents when I die!
Uh....
That's why I always wanna earn money money money money money!!!!
Money is all I need now!!!
When I have money I will be able to buy my own car and I can drive out anytime I want!!!!!
Why ain't I born in a very well-off family....!!! Why do I have to be their kid???
I guess if they were given a chance, they wouldn't want me to be their daughter as well! I guess life's just so unfair and complicated..
We always don't get what we want in life.......

Thursday, December 18, 2008

My dream guy

The title must have given you a hint about what I am gonna post.
My dream guy.
Simply means that he only appears when I dream:(

It's a sure thing for everyone to have a target set in their minds about what they want in their partners and who they are looking for. Me either.

First, he must be
1. Caring, understanding, loving, romantic, respective and sweet.
2. Must be tall , the best is fair too. Do not have to be handsome, but pls don't be ugly.
3. Must stay calm even when problems are heading his way. Must be smart enough to solve all by himself but not giving up. Do not show his temper easily but use his wisdom to settle problems.
4. The best is a faithful Christian who goes to church everyweek and put what he learns into practice.
5. The best is a virgin. I hate guys who fool around with girls. No disco or clubbing(it's alright if you go just to socialise but you're not allowed to leer at sexy girls or have one stand stand! STRICTLY PROHIBITED!! HAHAHAH. HIV weih, I don't wanna get HIV or Aids), no smoking( I don't wanna die of lung cancer cuz I'm forced to be second-hand smoker if my man smokes. Wanna die? Please die yourself, don't bring me along. I still have a bright future ahead of me:P ),no heavy consumption on alcoholic drinks (Can drink but not until drunk, cuz you might never know what you will say and act after being drunk),
6. Sit me down and tell me my mistakes instead of throwing tantrums. Do not keep problems in heart, share em' to me. Do not scream at me, pls kiss me and tell me everything is alright when I am sad. Pls kiss me even when I am angry at you cuz it calms my heart a little. Always assure me that you love me and need me by your side. Always hold me in your arms.
7. Possess a good academic qualification. or at least educated. I don't like my man to be shallow. It's hard to communicate with morons.
8. BE GENTLEMAN and NO ego!
9. Must be from a loving family background. I hate shouting and curses.
10. Girls love surprises and you should know when to give em' right?

Will I be able to meet my dream guy? hehehe...

Monday, December 15, 2008

Alo, holiday is ending soon and new semester is gonna start on 5th January. Results will be out on 5th.... :(
I am failing Accounts for sure..
What else?
Hopefully all pass except for Accounts but it's almost impossible to fail only Accounts.
Just wait for the news about my results okay?

Holiday has been monotonous,
Sleep, eat, online, hang out then sleep.... << style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">My wishes for year 2009.

1. Get thinner(I wanna be 35/24/35), prettier and fairer. So that no one will criticize I am fat again.
2. Earn a lot of money to go shopping or if possible, buy my own car. ( I wonder how I am gonna do that, my parents and bf doesn't allow me to work. I guess I am just too lucky to have my loved ones to keep me by their sides always.)
3. Get better results and make sure I pass all subjects.
4. Start attending church services. Haven't been to church for months. I am a bad girl now:( Pls, lead me back to the right way.

So far only 5 wishes. Hope I can fulfill em'.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Girls, be wild!

I wonder why guys are always the ones who ask for sex but not girls?
We are all human beings and we are born with sexual desire!
Why silly people make it sound like only guys need sex but not girls?

Girls, be wild! take the first move ! Don't let guys feel superior!
Go fuck your guys 10 times a day, gogogo!
hahaha.......!

Monday, December 8, 2008

SEX~

Guys,
I seriously need your answer, pls leave comments to answer okay?
Pls voice out your views and be honest okay?

1. Would you mind if your wife is not a virgin anymore? Or you fool around with girls but still demand for a virgin wife?