很忙。。。

最近真的很忙. Been busy recently,
很多很多东西要做，many things need to be done.
又要考试了。Exam is looming around the corner.
如果考不好，不及格，If I flunk my final,
父母不会放过我的。。my parents might kill me:(
可能也会因此不让我再去学院。probably stop me from attending college.
电话又用了很多。。Phone bill is damn high...
怎么办？？What to do??

我该忘的，都忘了。。I have forgotten about all the things that shouldn't be in my mind:)

有时我在想，Sometimes I wonder,
为什么我要弄到自己那么累，why do I have to make myself that tired,
为什么要让自己受伤害，why do I let myself get hurt,
为什么该做的不去做，该烦的不烦，why ain't I doing things that I am supposed to be doing?
反而去烦那些不必烦的。but feel troubled for what I don't need to care about.
我已经很累了。I am tired enough.
明明就能开开心心的过日子，I could live a happy carefree life,
为什么要给自己那么多压力？but why am I giving myself so much of pressure?

我要的幸福呢？