Habit

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Having you around me is nothing more than just a habit that I seriously need to get rid of.
It'll be out of my mind sooner or later.
I am strong; but I need reassurance and encouragement.
I need to be brave enough to accept the reality.
Losing you is a good turning point of my life!
It's not the end of the world.
Everything happens for a reason.
There are more good things coming my way like a waterfall.

He has got another girl to accompany him so he doesn't need me.
Why am I trying my best to salvage this broken relationship?
Why am I saying sorry to a person who cheated me for uncountable times? Yet, can't forgive my only sin.
Why the hell did I forgive him when he lied to me??
Why did I give him a chance to change when I found out that he had not cleared his previous relationship when he was with me??
I wouldn't give him a chance to change himself if I knew that I would not be given a chance to change just A mistake.
Just a mistake, "one" mistake!
And now, after breaking up with me, he straight away called up his previous girl friend and chatted for bloodly God-knows how long. Every second, every minute, every hour, every night.
See, he can't live without girl friends.
No this girl , want that girl straight away; no that girl , want this girl straight away.
He completely ignores me right now.
Why am I making myself a downright loser when I am a winner??
If you think I am bad for posting this in my blog, please rethink
This is my blog and I have the right to write what I feel and think.
Don't think he is god-damn-hell good when he actually sucks.
Get me? Listen to the both of us, don't be biased.

I know I did something wrong, but he did heaps of shits(lies lies lies lies) and yet I forgave him all and never wrote in my blog. See,
being kind and forgivable don't get rewarded but get shit sprinkled all over my face. Pitifully, I smell like shit now:( I dare you to kiss me now!

And this VERY LAST time, my heart will no longer be soft. Coz I was not given a chance to change. I feel damn unfair.
Life sucks coz it's always unfair.

It's okay,
at least,
I have seen your true colours,
your real self.
That's why I said,
it's great to leave.
Thank you.


Why am I wasting my time and effort on such a lame thing?
Say "NO" to wastage.
Say "NO" to reluctance.
Say "No More" to this relationship and
"No More" to lies.

Thanks for the memory,
I was happy when I was with you.
Thanks for the love and care that you gave to me.
Thanks for all the things that you gave and all the time you spent.
They will always be in my mind,
And now,
you don't even wanna be friends.
Fine,
as you like.
Coz I don't need you to survive.

I'm FINE without you.
I'm stronger without you.

So people,
just demoralize him right now and compliment me:)
So happy, I don't have to live in lies anymore.

Come on,
I AM NOT SLANDERING I AM JUST GOSSIPING!
Please check the dictionary for the difference between these 2 words.
or maybe, you need me to show you?

1. Slandering:to make a false spoken statement about somebody that is intended to damage the good opinion that people have in them
2. Gossip:talk about people's private lives,often in an unkind way.

So, can see the difference already? I am not faking anything out just to make you hate him, I am only speaking the bad side of him in a true but unkind way.