Upset and depressed~

WHY??

HOW?????

每次不开心，都没有人知道。。。
都收在心里。。
无人依靠。。
自己辛苦，自己不开心就好。。
不要让身边的人为我感到伤心。。
有时，有事收在心里是最好的。。
因为被人知道后，或许后果是不好的。。
有事，还是自己一个人吞下去。。
什么事都放在心上是最好的。。
多言必败。。！
说出来后，听者说出来的话，往往都是最伤人的。。
我还是，
把所有的不开心，失望，自己吞下。。自己解决。。
是时候学习独立了。。

No one knows how unhappy I can be at times,
because I keep everything in my heart....
There's no one for me to lean on...
Dismay and anxiety shall be kept in my heart and shall not influence the people around me....
It's better to keep things in your heart,
because things may go haywire when they are revealed.
I shall swallow every sadness and every disappointment.
Sometimes remarks from the listeners are the most hurtful remarks ever.
It's better,
to conceal every problem and settle them by myself.
It's time to learn to be independent.