28.10

Time flies, October is now coming to an end. Soon, will be my 20's birthday. Then it's time to welcome 2011.

Staring at the laptop screen, thinking of memorable past, listening to classical music.

Only lack a cup of coffee with a good environment.

I could imagine me sitting alone in a cafe where nobody knows me.

Far away from my country,

and it's snowing.

Sitting there, drinking coffee, and thinking of my past, thinking of what I should do in the future.

I hate it when I can't move forward.

I'm always thinking of my pasts and how I wish I could change them.

I know I can't go back, I can't change whatever that has happened.

But...

Part of me...

is still missing the old times....

I feel like leaving, to a place where no one knows me.

Have been quite busy recently with endless assignments.

But still, I managed to find time for "emo".

I'm working on the last assignment right now. Obviously ran outta ideas, so I'm here blogging.

It's been long since I ever posted my photos on my blog,

here's a picture of me, taken by Lynn, in class.

My birthday wish for this year would be

1. whoever owes me money, faster return to me...

2. earn a lot a lot of money and gain more experience.

3. give myself some time to quiet down my mind, probably off this country....

4. 1 coach

5. get myself a good phone...

boring

Online in com lab right now. Nothing to do...
I'm exhausted. I don't know why I wake up so many times at night!!
Keep waking up. I hate the feeling. I feel tired but still I can't sleep.
Skipped monday and tuesday's classes.
Went back to SP last weekend, asked amely to replace me for my job, came back to Penang on Sunday.
Thought I was going to work this week BUT ended up event canceled for a week and only start next week. Wtf.
If I knew earlier I wouldnt have gone back to SP last weekend and would only go back this weekend. Earn less few hundreds, some more spent so much on petrol and toll. GRRRRRRRRRRR
I HATE THIS FEELING
over spent again for this month. it's only 20.10.2010 and i've spent my whole month allowance!!
I know I've money in bank but i hate it when I overspend

Weee~

I'm back!

Just done my F & N event.

It was really fun, I enjoyed myself. Edwin, Claudia, Catherine Yap, Amely, Albert, and Catherine Lim (me).

Job scope was to distribute free drinks to crowds.

Very easy job.

Never knew the feeling could be THIS great.

Adventurous.

I never knew I was this daring.

Awesome is the only word to describe my feelings.

Thanks a lot for the moment and memory.

I love the awkward feeling to the max!

It was once in a life time experience.

Never will it happen again.

I woke up after September ends, I realised that I've moved on. It's a great start.