27.9.2009; boring day......

I look ghostly fair right?? cuz of the flash.

And the main reason why I hate flash is because it makes my face fair but my neck and body yellowish.
I love this picture because my skin looks flawless = p
And yes, now you see my teeth-showing smile for the first time right? HAHAHAHA.

OMG, this picture reveals my weakness.
Check it out yourselves = )

I'm so sick of going to college.
How I wish I could skip classes everyday.
Uh.
I'm working this coming Saturday and Sunday.
= )

Time flies

2009 passes really fast.
I can't believe it's going to be October soon.
I'm turning 19 on December.
Can I don't grow old?
Like, ever?
Soon I'll have to sit for my fourth semester final exam.
Tick tock....
Then graduate...
Then work....
Or continue my studies overseas?
I seriously hope that my parents will send me overseas.
I wanna see the world in a bigger picture and broaden my horizon.
But there're so many things I've to leave behind if I leave Malaysia.
My parents, siblings and my bf.
I shudder at the thought of my future.
How'll it be?
When will I die?
Will I get married to a wonderful man and give birth to cute babies?
I realized the shortness of life all of a sudden.
Life's really short as time travels as fast as light.
= (
Where am I going after life?
= (
Scary......

I've always been wanting a car until I really get it only I realized I don't feel happy at all.
Scratches, accidents, expenses....
Value of life.....
Life's short.... I can't just die like that...
I've to live life to the fullest...
Life comes only once...
There's no reincarnation.
Whoever believes in reincarnation is ridiculous and superstitious.
Treasure everything and everyone around you...
= )

It's been almost a year since I broke up with my ex. Whoaaa...
Time flies..However, I'm happy for the loss because I met a better man - Allen = ) Better in every way. LOL.
And the reason why I'm blogging now is because I'm waiting for him to get home safely. He just left my place...He must be furious if he knows that I'm not in my bed. But he would feel exalted if he knows the reason why am I not in my bed = )


Sorry for not updating for so long. Have been busy with work and my marriage. hahahaha.
= )
Good night.
It's 1am..
Tomorrow class is at 9am!

Life's colourless

yes, new london uniform:)


Seriously, I don't see what's so good about living.
Life is boring.

Especially my life.
People have fun during weekend.
I work when I am supposed to enjoy.
The thought of earning big bucks is great but it makes me feel lifeless day by day.

Just done London Weight job. this weekend need to work some more =.="

ZzzZzzzz

Gotta work for London tomorrow at Gurney Plaza.
= p
Buy vouchers from me okay!
RM18 only...

Nothing to blog about!
Oh ya, I cut my fringe again last night!
I've saved lotsa money for cutting my hair all by myself everytime.
Haha.
I'm quite good at that! LOL

Hehe, front hair is shorter now =p
I know I look very chubby! Don't tell me d! okay

Click on the picture so that it won't look so blur. LOL.
Cuz the file is too big.

I don't look that kiddy in real life!

I got nothing better to do now!
SLEEP????
okokokokok!
bye

Photo taken when I get too bored at home!

While waiting for my food~

Went to watch Final Destination just now.
Uh, all died as expected. LOL.
Not interesting!

Lack of energy

Skipped 2 classes yesterday! Wuhoo.
No class today. Yeepy.

I'm feeling rather lifeless here because I took only vegetables yesterday for my brunch + dinner.


And here is my brunch for today:


What on earth, I forgot to add salt and pepper into my eggs. They turned out to be sucky! So I trashed them away. That's my style. I tend to throw away everything I don't feel like eating!
Actually planned to take vegetables soup as my brunch. But the smell of it made me puke! Ew.
I need meat!!!!! Like, every meal, everyday.
That's what keeps me going!


Photo taken in KFC. He keeps on saying that I don't dare to post our pictures on blog. he keeps on pestering me about how bad I am why don't i post our pictures. and he also says that I am cheating him I am hiding something behind therefore i don't post our pictures on blog.WHAT THE...enough d! you go and check previous post. so freakin lot of your pictures. everyone knows I am your gf; I am owned. and my phone is really silent now! No one finds me or smses me anymore.
you make my life tedious, somemore you dare to say this and that.
you are too childish in relationship.
blog is for something personal yet it's shown to public.
can we simply upload any type of pictures and show the world?
being together is a matter of 2 persons. Not everyone on earth.
i am wondering when only you will become more mature in relationship and understand me, as a blogger, cannot just upload any type of pictures on blog.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!understand?????????