hi I'm back

Abandone my blog for quite some time. But realised there're still some people who visit my blog everyday. So yeah, I will continue to blog once I finish my final exam. I'll try to take photos, make my blog interesting. and I'll edit my blog pictures, pattern and layout and everything too!

Life's been sucked-up. Many things happened. My relationship...my family...
well, shouldn't be telling my problems in public. So, let it go. I guess I'm still feeling happy.

Anyway, I've been quite free recently. Cuz I don't accept jobs anymore. Tired of working! LOL. But I think I still have event coming up end of the month! I've been loyal to my company more than a year, gonna work for it and reject other jobs.

Just realised, final exam left 3 weeks. Gotta start revising for 4 subjects. Never paid attention in classes for this semester. I'm like so dead. No, I shouldn't say that I'm dead. Because at the end of the day I'll still be able to do great IF I start studying now...

Life's complicated isn't it??
When you're confident, people say that you're arrogant. When you're happy with your life and happy with everything, people say that you're too easily satisfied with yourself. Perasan, siok sendiri.. ETC.
When you're not confident and often complain and whine about your mistakes and life, people say that you're an asshole who's always complaining about every single, doesn't know how to appreciate anything...
SO, teach me what to do now???

So I've learnt a new way to cope with this, is to be silent. Don't defend and just keep quiet. Say anything you like, think anything you like.
I live a life of myself, not yours.
Life has ups and downs.
I've great times but I still demand for greater life. That's because I believe there's still room for improvement. I wanna make it better.
I've bad times and I complain about it. That's because I want myself to know that I don't like bad times and I want better times. I complain, express my feelings.

Well, I've also learned that, complaining doesn't work. But it's just an expression of how I feel in there. Sometimes friends are not there, and I just can express it through facebook statuses. Sometimes I don't wanna tell people what's wrong, I just keep quiet and be emo on facebook...

I seriously hope that I can leave Malaysia soon and get a better life overseas. Since there's no one else here to stop me from going anymore.
A cheating bf won't stop me, chaotic family won't stop me either.
I just want a new life, new environment, and new friends. That's all

byeye~