Sunday, November 30, 2008

Upset and depressed~



WHY??
HOW?????


每次不开心,都没有人知道。。。
都收在心里。。
无人依靠。。
自己辛苦,自己不开心就好。。
不要让身边的人为我感到伤心。。
有时,有事收在心里是最好的。。
因为被人知道后,或许后果是不好的。。
有事,还是自己一个人吞下去。。
什么事都放在心上是最好的。。
多言必败。。!
说出来后,听者说出来的话,往往都是最伤人的。。
我还是,
把所有的不开心,失望,自己吞下。。自己解决。。
是时候学习独立了。。

No one knows how unhappy I can be at times,
because I keep everything in my heart....
There's no one for me to lean on...
Dismay and anxiety shall be kept in my heart and shall not influence the people around me....
It's better to keep things in your heart,
because things may go haywire when they are revealed.
I shall swallow every sadness and every disappointment.
Sometimes remarks from the listeners are the most hurtful remarks ever.
It's better,
to conceal every problem and settle them by myself.
It's time to learn to be independent.

Friday, November 28, 2008


w910i, my phone.
Good bye:(

Phone bought on 8.10.2008,
sold out on 28.11.2008.

Reason for selling:
1. The phone camera has no auto focus. Pictures taken are yellowish. I don't like it.

Need to get a new phone very soon..
Any recommendations?




I am dying of boredom.
My lover爱人- Sze Lynn has gone back to KL, left me alone in Penang..
How disheartening...
:( Faster come back okay? We use to see each other everyday, 1 day without you seems like 10 years... We still got lots to do together.. Especially eating... okay?
Have fun in KL...
hehe..
Mwaaahh... Miss you, ai ren...

Hmmm....
Thinking of which college to go @.@
Inti is in rural area, I don't like the location.
KDU? People say go there buy certificates only?
FINE FINE, if I can get a cert without having to attend classes and take exams, I will pay for it....
Anyone doing this business?

My English has downgraded by leaps and bounds.
The reason is because I don't read anymore.
I have forgotten everything that I had learnt.
I will try to improve before next semester starts:P
Must get high distinction for Academic English alright? ehehe...
Here I come....
muahahaha......

On holiday...
stress-free...
but darn bored la...
sigh....


**** Take note that I am not a lesbian okay? I am straight... lol....

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Damn bored weih

I am done with my final exam..
Yeah...
Life is so boring...
Wake up in the afternoon everyday, think of what to do the next..
Nothing to do...
just keep on eating :P
Eating is what I do when I have something to do and when I don't have something to do....
I eat when I am hungry and when I am full.
haha...
Who can beat me?
I am so damn fat now..
I guess I seriously need to slim down or else no one will marry me...
haha...
So sien wei...
My darling didn't come find me today...
Miss him...

I am currently doing Moral slide shows for tomorrow's presentation...
Damn Moral.
Why do we have to take?
Won't the government just understand that we cannot be a better person by just studying Moral?? We only study for exam and never put into practice! IT'S A FRIVOLOUS SUBJECT.. WHAT A WASTE OF TIME..

I am dying of boredom..
People, please help me:(
please...
What to do?
I am going back to my hometown after 2 days..
My parents are gonna lock me in the house and never let me out.
I hate being locked..
Please come and free me.....
sigh.....

Saturday, November 22, 2008

This is how I slept in the library during exam week.



And now,
exam is finally over...
I am so relieved.
What I can say is,
I did not put any effort for final exam.
In fact,
I did not even study for it.
Not even a modicum.

Who cares?
I hate studying!
I hate my life!
I wanna screw up my life..!
or perhaps,
I hate Disted College!!



My parents finally allow me to change college!
but I am still considering which college to go. hehe..
Any comments??

Monday, November 17, 2008

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot... Who calls you back when you hang up on him... Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep... Wait for the guy who ...kisses your forehead... Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats... Who holds your hand in front of his friends... Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you... Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '


Is he the one??
The truth lies unknown.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Bluek...! I am damn frustrated.....
My tongue is so sharp....
Bluek :P
Jealous??
Don't be....

Final exam, I loathe you!!!
How many days left??
5 days....
It's actually 4 days!!!
The amount of books that I need to read??

Here!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Mountain!!!!!



I have not started reading anything..
Is it possible to finish all in just 4 days?
Marketing,
Computing,
Business,
Accounting....
Then after that???
Stupid Moral.....
Argh.....

Fine, I give up on studies!
Goodbye....

Hey my wound my wound,
very cute wound....
And today, it became like this....
It's bleeding for god-knows-what reason...
Very painful, I can't even walk properly.....
It's cracking....
I swear I will hate motorbike for the rest of my whole life.
now this shit happened!!
Phobia!!!!
so ugly....
Nonono,
come on, let me console myself...
it's cute... right......??
hahaha....
Like your food - egg!!!
Bluekkk!!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I am back

Hey people, I am back.
My connection can finally work after 1 or 2 weeks of failure..
=.="
Who fixed it for me? I told my warren hours ago and now it is working.
I think he asked repair man to fix it for me... But I am not sure.... What??!!Means they came into my room without me in there? OMG...!!!
I wasn't in my room but my laptop was!!
=.=" My clothes were all around my bed.... argh!!

Final exam is coming soon!! next week.. hehe... and why the * did my connection have to work before my final exam? :(
How can I defeat the temptation not to use the Internet??
Haih.....
People, I am back...
Back with.....
with......
...................
People who hate me will jump in excite after seeing this!!
People who love me will collapse in agony on the floor.. :P
So,
do you love me or hate me??
...........
......................................
I am back with THIS......
ThiS ugly thing:( on my left leg.............
Blame the stupid bike....
Blame the stupid exhaust pipe....

Don't faint after seeing the next picture!!!!!!!
haha....
SO cute right??!! right??!!

Get ready, to
feel disgusted.....
Get ready, to count your blessing;
for not getting this shit to happen on you.
:P
cute thing.....hahahaha.......



Sorry if I scared your lungs out.. But it's okay to post up ugly pictures of myself sometimes right?? hehehe.... SORRY la.......


And......
THIS!!! After peeling the dead skin off~~~~ haahaha..........
Don't die.....
This is the last one, I promise!!!!
I find my wound cute, like an egg:P
Please think of this when you consume eggs:P