Damn!

Class started at 11am. Went to college only at 11am, never punctual. always late.

1 more absence will get warning letter! So I can't skip anymore =(

I hate classes so much. But Stella's class is not boring, the way she lectures is kinda interesting.

After class, came back home, cleaned the whole house and my room, received a call from that lady.

Oh, did I mention about knocking a car when I reversed mine in front of Sunrise Mcd's? LOL.

Well, I saw no cars in my front mirror, so I reversed. *bang*

Damn, there was a van behind my car, I didn't see it! Waaa. Ghost covered my eyes man!

The aunty came down from her not-so-fancy van looking panicked, asked for AT LEAST RM200 for this!

I personally thought that the case is not serious, because my car didn't suffer from any "injury". So I told her her low-end van wouldn't cost that much, asked her to take down my phone number and when she wanted to fix it, gimme a call.

She even copied down my IC name, IC number, home addresses(sp & pg). =="

Went to see foreman with her just now.

And guess how much is the price to fix this??

Muahaha,

RM180!!!

Damn, I scrimp and save, barely get myself any TOO expensive food. Never really pamper myself with a dress which costs more than RM180.

And today I've to pay for a careless mistake that I made.

Bloodly RM180. I didn't really bargain with the foreman. He is her relative.

As I age, I realised that I don't like to talk too much to people like that. Friend asked me to bargain with her that I'm just a student, I also don't feel like talking so much to her.

After I heard about the price, I went into my car, took RM180 out, handed to her and just left.

RM180, can go for E & O buffet for 2 persons.

RM180, can get myself many nice dresses.

RM180, can go Genting for 2 days 1 night. Plus food some more.

RM180, can pump petrol for about 2 months!

But it's ok, just treat as I work for nothing for a day.

This kinda tragedy happens only once in a blue moon. Plus it's my first time ever knock on someone's car!

Anyway, Jaz Beer event has officially ended. We only took pictures when we went Alor Star.

I look drunk, but I wasn't. Face turned VERY REDDISH only everytime I drink.

With Nikel, and salesman. Nikel replaced my actual supervisor for 2 days(Alor Star)

Bye....! =)

Last Day of Jaz event

I'm sure I've never mentioned about this event of mine, which I worked for, for only a month. 12days in a month, 3 days in a week. It's Jaz Beer Roving Team. Job scope is to promote new label of that beer. And it's coming to an end today. It's my last day.

Well, speaking about this job, it's my first time of working for a beer company, and probably my last time. You know me, I care about what people think of me.

This job is actually nothing, but I'm sure you think of "something" when you hear "beer girls".

We are not allowed to drink, no hanky panky business will be tolerated. It's not as bad as it sounds. Beer girls.

We are students and we are working just because of the salary, HIGH salary compared to any other jobs. I want the money not because I need it so badly. It's not because I've to pay for my own college fees, also not because I don't get allowance from my parents. I do get. More than I need, but never more than I want. Money is never enough. I want the money for savings, for shopping, for branded bags, for travelling.

Let's not complicate things. And never underestimate any beer girls. My colleague - Ashley, just 18 years old, she is doing A levels in KDU, and guess what?? She obtained 11As for her SPM.

I at least obtained her half okay!!! So you see, not all beer girls are bad.

We all work for money, and no matter how bad the job is, try not to criticize. It's their choice.

If I were given a chance to work as a manager at this age, and get paid GREAT, do you think I would ever wanna work for a beer company? The answer is NO. I'm still young, and events are what I can work for right now. When I grow older, and possess an academic qualification, I will not work for events anymore.

Jaz beer is coming to an end, and guess what, I'm feeling kinda sad about it. I had fun working for this event although it's a bit tiring cuz it starts at 8pm ends at 12am. Or I'm sad because I know that "something" is ending tonight? Or am I feeling sad for the end of the event? I'm not sure.

This job, covers northern region except for sungai petani.

We went over to Bukit Mertajam, Butterworth, Sungai Bakap, Alor Star and Penang Island.

Salesmen were approachable and nice.

Definitely gonna miss this job so much.

Sigh, I've so much more to do.

I've to continue to work for Liese tomorrow 12am-8pm.

I've F & N roving team event to manage and work for. I'm the coordinator, but I'm also a promoter(I hired myself to work so that I can earn both sites!)

I've GAB event waiting for me probably this coming Saturday. And yes, event kinda like clashes with my F & N so I've got ready with my replacement.

I've E commerce assignment to complete, I've not really started it and I feel bad for STILL BLOGGING over here.

I've International Business assignment to complete before end of this month.

I've Personnel Management test, on 7th Oct, chapter 1-7

I've E commerce assignment 2 to complete and hand up before 2nd week of OCT.

I've Marketing assignment to complete, 28th Oct presentation and 4th Nov due date of assignment.

I've YET to photocopy some text books.

I've to get back to SP to fix my car.

I've to get back to SP to catch up with my best friend's life.

I've to hang out with my friends and socialise more.

I've to spend some time feeling sad about the "loss". Probably spend some time crying over the spilt milk. ALONE.

I've to learn how to swim, I've to do more exercise.

I've to get home to get my allowance from both my dad & mom.

Damn, look at my to-do-list!

You must be thinking that I'm insane, why am I pressuring myself at this age? Why am I not enjoying? Let me tell you what, earning money is enjoyable to me, that's why I work.

Building a strong relationship and nurturing love are not easy tasks. They take time.

Knowing that the decision that I'm about to make is RIGHT, but part of me is not letting it go.

I need serious help here.

I know, building trust is so difficult, together we built but he destroyed in a glimpse without guilt.

It hurts me. The pain of separation is haunting me. It's been almost 2 years. But it's the right thing to do. I know it. Why am I still clinging to the wrong path?

Please, I need to sleep. I need to rest.

I should let go of what's BAD.

TIME is everytime I need right now.

当你紧握双手，里面什么也没有；当你打开双手，世界就在你手中。懂得放弃，才能在有限的生命里活得充实、饱满、旺盛!

Think before you leap

I swear I'll think as much as I can before I make any further decision. I'm afraid and scared. I'm tired of love. I'm tired of changing bf.
It's really tough when it comes to choosing life partner. I'm tired of getting hurt and cheated. After failing so many times in my relationships, I realised what mom says is true. That's why I've to pick a guy who is her cup of tea. Get her approval and blessing.
For Christ's sake, I'll think a lot before making any decisions.

hihi ^^

It's Hari Raya eve. Wish all my malay friends "selamat hari raya". Happy and healthy always ^^
Everyone's having their holiday. Lynn's back to KL.
Friends are going to club tonight. And I'm going to work tonight = (
I know it's my choice, but I swear I wouldn't work for any beer events in the future. I'm okay with those events, short term like 1-2 days. NOT okay with a month!!
Hope I get double payment tomorrow!! Weeee.

I'm not gonna work that hard for next month. I'll rest and just concentrate on my assignments!!
Skipped so many classes this week. Especially morning 9am classes.
Just too lazy to wake up. I'm not scared of any subjects this week except for E- commerce!! Cuz lecturer's teaching style and her monotonous tone is really killing me!!

Went to watch Piranna last night with friends. A movie without ending!! It finished in about an hour or 1 hour 10 mins. Damn!!

The very rare teeth showing smile = D LOL

留得青山在，不怕没柴烧

永远要记住妈咪说的这句话：“留得青山在，不怕没柴烧”
提高自己的条件，不用怕没有好前途，不用担心未来老公条件不够好！所以我每天都在学习，如何去把每一件事情做得很好！
人越来越大了，开始觉得妈咪说的话越来越实在。以前还以为她很老土，不明白这社会的进展。现在开始明白她的每一句也是为了我好!没有人比妈咪更疼我了！妈咪，我答应你，只要你健康活着，我不会让你失望！！！我会好好读书，我会好好选个好老公陪我一生。

我会好好的处理每一样事情，我会看好好。
我会照顾自己。不用你们担心。我会把我人生的路走得好好的。虽然有时我会跌倒，但是我会自己爬起来。

我很轻松，总算有勇气把所有属于我们的照片拿了下来。我会很努力的把不好的事情，不好的人给忘掉。未来的日子会更好！
谢谢让我长大的他，让我知道我不能那么轻易相信男人。谢谢他的谎言，让我知道男人撒谎时有多么的恐怖！

tired

Slept at only 5am++ last night. Couldn't sleep well. Woke up at 11am++
Skipped 3 classes.
Gonna work tonight. It's so wrong to skip class for jobs. I know.
That's why I don't wanna work anymore. I wanna quit the roving team job already!
I'm so tired.
Live life easily can already don't have to expect too much. I'm fine as long as all of the people who owe me money pay me back as soon as possible

insomnia!

It's going to be 4am!! And I still can't sleep.
Suffering from insomnia!
Too many things on my mind... jobs, family, relationship...argh...
I don't wanna think that much I just wanna rest! My roving team starts tomorrow! 8pm-12am. I've class from 9am-4pm. Obviously not gonna attend.
Sigh...
Next time I hope I don't get jobs last minute. Not being able to find girls to work is the reason why I can't sleep! I'm the responsible type(when it comes to working, but not studying). When I can't finish my work I just can't fall asleep! But when I can't finish my studies or assignments I can sleep like a pig!

Damn!!! I'm sooo damn weird. I'm exhausted! I wanna rest so badly after September. Sep will be the month I suffer! After that I'll have to concentrate on studies and work only on weekend. Don't wanna stress myself too much. And I wanna go home so badly!! I miss you, SP!!!

I just wanna sleep! I wanna rest! I wanna earn money even when I'm not working. I'm lazy to stand for hours!!