Sunday

Just done my 2 days job at Pisa for Industrial Expo. LOL.
Received a few msgs from unknowns. They said that they saw me at Pisa and asked me why nowadays Industrial Expo hire show girl =.="
I feel weird too. I'm the only one there anyway.
Worked for Chew, the boss. job scope was to give out flyers only. Easy job!!
10am-6pm RMXXX payment on the spot. Hooray. I like it.
If I knew Chew was the one who smsed me to work a week before event, I would have agreed because the payment was RMxxx per day. but I thought it was another guy who offered only rm80 so I rejected. At last Chew asked me to work again for Fri and Sat, payment RMxxx, then only I realised I missed out RMxxx. Really easy job!!

Hehe,
yesterday was the last day.
So happy because someone from another booth printed my pictures on a big banner for free by using the big big printers for printing banners.
I received some pens with my name printed on them.
I had fun the whole day.
^^
and I got paid at 5sth then went home... woohoooo~nicenice

Oh ya I saw my OB lecturer there. OMG OMG I couldnt recognise him at first!! Luckily I could at last. Hehe... his wife praised me some more.. =.="

anyway anyway,
I'll make sure I attend every class start from this week because I've wasted a lot of money. I don't wanna fail again. Money is hard to earn nowadays

Now waiting for PC fair, already got a job.
Worked for kingston 2 times, they called me again this time but they pay they offer is way too low compared to the job that I got. So said sorry to them ....

XOXO......
Money comes in like water goes out like stuffed drains nowadays. The more money I earn, the more stingy I become because I start to know how to treasure my hard-earned money.
I wanted to buy a set of skin care which cost RM400++ but decided not to because I suddenly became kiam siap(stingy). Bcuz 400++ I need to work for 2 days okay.. zzzzz... Sometimes no job don't get to earn!!

So happy this year, jobs are offered almost every week.
Great. But if it's lower than rm100 per day, most probably won't work.
I don't wanna torture myself.

Now.....
I'm planning to go on diet.
I gained weight recently. Around 2-3 kg.
the waist is now 26. I find it okay already, except for my arms, my thighs. They don't wanna slim down; or shall I say; I don't wanna stop eating mcd kfc mcd mcd mcd mcd mcd is heaven!

Today is Sunday. Do nth, don't even feel like going out, too jam out there, parkig fees are too expensive. So just stay home, online... sleep..
That's my life.
I like to be alone. I know tat I am safe being alone.

Will go back to hometown this week. I wanna go meet up a friend of mine.....

hohoho~~ Money money money....
20k is the minimum amount of money I will have before year 2010. I will try my best to achieve 30k!!!!! Oh ya not to forget I still have a few thousands in fixed, I havent taken out!!
anyway, gonna check out ambank investment. I think they pay pretty good.

Lazy~

I've difficulty waking up in the morning for classes but find it easy when it comes to waking up early for jobs! Some people say it's because I get paid when I wake up early for jobs. But I'm actually wasting a lot of money when I skip classes. I pay for tuition fees(damn expensive.Take note that my college is fully private, not semi-gov like TARC), resources fees( I've not made used of it. I've not borrowed any book from the library yet!) When I skip, I am wasting money. When I fail, I am wasting even more because it's so expensive to retake.

So, I'll make sure I skip no more classes start from next week ^^

Anyway, gonna work for Industrial Expo @ Pisa tomorrow. Weird right? I've no knowledge for automation but gonna work. ha~~ But it's okay... I'm gonna dress in tube top and mini skirt so you know what I'm gonna work as.
= ) Don't need to have knowledge.
However, I missed today's job because I thought that I had classes so I told the guy I couldn't make it for all 3 days.
He smsed me this morning asking me to work for Fri and Sat only.
Oh great, I quickly agreed bcuz the salary is pretty attractive.

= )

New sem.... New life.... Must start dieting.....

PC fair is next = ) nono, maybe homedec is next?

Depression

I'm online alone in a cafe nearby my house. I have a cup of black milk tea beside me. I'm not lonely.
I'm depressed. My heart is empty. Who's there to fill my empty cup? I find no one.
I'm depressed. I find no trustworthy and true friends to share my agony. I cannot even share my pain to my bf. Somehow I would think, what is a bf for when you cannot even share your pain to him. I struggle to articulate my thoughts. I'm a weirdo. It's my problem.
I have no one to communicate with. Maybe that's the way I choose to be.
At times I feel like dying, because this world is no longer a good place to live.

I want everything to be better, but I still choose to remain in the worst.
I'm a weirdo.

One Malaysia = Utter disappointment

As mentioned earlier, I was working for New York Skin Solution roadshow at Carrefour Butterworth for 3 days. Done it, and there's one more to come. Which is at Tesco Sungai Dua. I will be promoting London Weight Management there.

Well, everything went smooth without a hitch. Great sales, earned a lot of money in these 3 days, great food, great sleeping place(hotel)... etc.
Carrefour roadshow came to an end today at 10pm.
Everything was great before 9.55pm!!

We needed a trolley in order to move all our banners and leaflets back to our car since it was the last day there.
So yeah, I went to search for a trolley at 9.55pm. Cashier counters are always the best places to find a trolley because customers leave their trolleys there after payment is made. This can help to ease the guard's job as he doesn't need to push them back to the place where they belong. So I went there to hunt for a trolley. Then I saw one, the MALAY uncle was paying the cashier with the trolley quite far away from him. I thought that it was not his trolley because every customer leaves their trolleys there!!!!!! Hello, Who knows it's his?????? So I stood there for a while. And saw that he only bought maggi mee, and some biscuits, just 2 small bags of things, I quickly assumed that he would leave the trolley there and that he wouldn't want it anymore even if it was his trolley. So I pushed the trolley back to my booth.
Just when I was pushing back, he was shouting like mad at me. So I turned back and saw that it was him calling for his trolley back. In fact, he was CURSING me for his trolley back. So I immediately turned to him. I said:" Really sorry, I thought that you didn't need it anymore." Yes, I did say a sorry and gave it back to him. I did say a sorry. A sorry. A SORRY for a mistake that I just made. JUST A TROLLEY ANYWAY!
He then scolded me:" BODOH(foolish in english)!! I BAYAR DEKAT SINI I TAK MAU AH?( I pay here, you can say I don't needed it anymore? "
Was there a need to scold me BODOH in a harsh way?? I already said sorry for not knowing that he still needed it.
I was fed up enough when he said that. But fine, since it was my mistake. So I walked away and felt angry because he scolded me BODOH. I was mumbling some vulgar words.
Just when I was walking away, he blurted out:" BODOH!!!!(foolish), ONE MALAYSIA !@#$%^&*(I didn't understand) MACAM INI BODOH!!!)
I am a very bad tempered person, you know I cannot walk away without replying! Scolding me foolish already got me freaking angry. CUZ OF A TROLLEY!!!!!!!! You want I can push you 20!!!!!!! So I scolded back loudly:" I MEMANG TAK TAU, TAK BOLEH?? CIBAI!!!!!" Excuse me, every customer leave their trolleys there. Then I walked away, my face turned really red, everyone was looking at me and knew that I was really mad.
Why need to talk about ONE MALAYSIA at the same time cursing me stupid?? Are you saying that we chinese are foolish???And that we are Malaysians so we are so stupid like that? I bet you are a racist, old folk.
I will die of heart attact one day. You are in your sixties. If I had a gun, I would have shot him just now. I am sure all the chinese there were not very happy with him for saying the "one malaysia !@#$%^&*" thing!


I tell you what, old folk. I am never proud to be a Malaysian. I don't wanna be a Malaysian. If I were given a chance to reborn, I would never pick Malaysia.
Elder people always tell me to leave Malaysia if I have the chance. My parents ask me to leave. Even my house owner has sent his family to Australia and told me to leave Malaysia if possible because it's not a good place anymore. So Please do not talk about one malaysia in front of me because I am not a Malaysia, I am from my mother's womb, I am mothersia!!!!

Let Malaysia be MALAYsia = )

Of course, I am not saying that all malays are bad, some are really good. Some even scold their own race for being stupid, for being too narrow minded. I love doctor Mahathir because he once said that Malays are stupid. Oh well, of course he wasn't saying ALL.....
Peace *

4.3.2010 ; 9.50pm

Hi! It's been long since I ever blogged. As a result, less and less people pay their visit.
It's okay!
Anyway, it's holiday now! Semester break. And it's what I like the most!!
Hang out, relax, do nothing, laze around....and work!!! etc etc....

I don't wanna go back to hometown, I also don't feel like going out because of the weather!
Anyway, I'm now in Pearl View Hotel Butterworth.
People keep asking me why am I here? Some guy even asked what do I do in hotel? work as what? I guess their mind turned dirty when they asked this.
The reason why I am here is because I've a job on fri, sat and sun.
Accomodation is provided. And the job is New York Skin Solution event promoter!! LOL

Thanks to Elie's bf - Jack for fetching me and my bf to jetty. Then I took a bus from Butterworth jetty to my hotel which is in Chai leng park. Of course my bf didn't follow. He went back to SP.

This is my room = )

The bed sheet is dirty, the table is full of ants. Ewwwww!