Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Takes one to know 1

you will never know how it feels until you really feel it yourself.
life sucks.
we all have to learn the hardway!
god damn it.
i just wish to disappear from this country to somewhere better and start a new life. seriously! sick of this place.
i have been saying this for god-knows how many times. being unrealistic knowing that i cant escape yet! i still have about 2 semesters to go before my diploma ends. no matter what, i have to make my life colourful. start painting my life with colours instead of stopping there whining about how awful and miserable my life is.
i gotta do something! i gotta do something!

5 comments:

Everlyn Chiang said...

Haiz..
I had hard time too lah..
Kena 5 times u knw? MEaning 5 ex lah..
Never wanted 2 trust guys anymore..
Is like all the same..
Start start luv u like hell or wat..den slw slw started 2 seem different..we also always start 2 complain dy..haiz..
Always wanted 2 fly out from malaysia coz hate malaysian guys dy..hahaha XD

But, as time pass..
U'll gain back ur 'consciousness'..
Wil forget bout him n have ur own new life gain.
Dun go far jz coz of him..
I was like tat b4 too, trust me..

Nw, im ok dy..
Summore gt new bf zzz
I cnt believe it myself..
Dy decided to b single n rejected directly 2 guys even they're gd guys..
But this my bf, is an indian..haha XD
I'm telling u..
It's freshness..
Mayb i'm jz trying..i dun like chinese guys anymore..
It's either hot indian guys or mat salleh ;)

Eh, I damn free dy..
Wen u cum back, we yam cha..jom!! ^^

~Catherine's imperfect life~ said...

haha. ya. I kena 2 times only. but feeling kinda disappointed with guys. and just wanna leave here!!! for everything. for new life style new friends... EVERYTHING new new new!!!

glad that you're happy with your life now.. hehe...dating with different race definitely give you a new experience! enjoy yourself!

i wont go far away because of him. i must be able to face him, but still don't feel anything! like that only called successful!! haha!!

= ) i'm learning day by day. to depend on myself... but not guys!

Everlyn Chiang said...

U knw wat?
Without ur realization..
You're getting stronger day by day, or bf by bf..lolxx...

Mayb u'll fall in luv like a stupid again, but u'll knw hw 2 handle wen the worse comes coz u gt the experience b4.

So no fear for future dy. =)

U ganbatte bah !!
Where r u nw?
Ur fb har, all full of tat ass hole..lolxxx

~Catherine's imperfect life~ said...

hahaha. yes. stronger and wiser!!! = )

now no more about asshole la... less d...the asshole said that you always look at him wor hahahahaa

Everlyn Chiang said...

Ya...in summer pearl...
Nt sure was him or nt..
My bro oso asked whether is ur ex or nt...
Tats y always c..
He reli look old lah..
Seeing him n wondering y u like him..lolxxx