Argh, what should the title be?

Me and Yun Nam Hair Care's promoter.
Okay, she looks more tired than I.
I should have promoted Yun Nam, shouldn't I?
My hair is dark and long and healthy! hahahaha

There, that's me looking rather lifeless!
My hair is so long... Weeee~~~~

Hello, I am back. Just completed my 3-days job as London Weight Management promoter. Relieved.
That job was tiring because I had to do sales and convince people to buy.
Now I no longer have to stand there for the whole day and convince fatties.
Fatties looked really offended when I approached them to tell them about our weight management thingy. Come on, fatties can be thin too right? Why walk away when someone's trying to help? haha. Those skinny ones showed great interest in our promotion but they failed to get our vouchers because they are under-weight!
Sold a lot of Yun Nam's vouchers to guys aged 25-35! The reason why they brought from me was to get my phone number as return!=.=" What? You think so easy? Buy from me means I have to give you my phone number? What on earth? My phone number worth more than your life. So I lied that I don't own a phone!
Then a silly guy said:" Never mind, no phone I buy for you. Nokia fair is just in front. What phone do you want?"
Oh please, no, thank you! I don't want to use a phone! hahaha.
White lie(I mean I lied)! I do need a phone badly. And I certainly want to own a better phone. But a phone as a gift to get my phone number is bullshit! As I mentioned earlier, my phone number worth more than their lives!

I wonder why men nowadays experience very serious hair-falling problem! They have huge holes on their heads. So I suppose that's like a punishment! Guys always find holes to *uck when they are young so they get freaking big holes on their heads as a punishment! Holes that they get are way bigger than the holes that they use to find to *uck!
Hahaha.
Please take note that I am not saying every man on earth acts that way. I am only saying majority of them.
So yeah, majority of the men on earth experience from hair-falling problem when they grow old! Hahahahaha. See, it supports well, doesn't it?

Haha, no class today! So I am lazing around!
Woke up at 12.30pm and got a call from my dad.
He asked me when is my sem break, he wants to book air-plane tickets for us to go overseas! WTH, I don't get to go because I still have classes and exam on June and July. How disheartening! Hug me please? :(

Got another job as a promoter again this weekend @ Giant.
:(
How great it is if I were born to be a billionaire's daughter. I wouldn't even bother to go to work!
How great it is if I were born to be a generous daddy's daughter. I wouldn't even sacrifice my flabby legs to wear short skirts to work!

Depressed!

Something that I consume contains depressant! I doubt! It makes me feel really depressed and lose appetite.
I have been taking Milo as breakfast, a bread or fruit as lunch, and sometimes a cup of Milo for dinner or nothing at all.
I feel hungry but I just feel too depressed to eat anything.

I am working, remember?

and today's meals:
Breakfast: Milo
Lunch: Some sushi only
Dinner: Milo

Yesterday's meals
Breakfast: Milo + oat
Lunch: a slice of papaya, carrot milk juice
Dinner: noodle cup

The day before yesterday's meals
Breakfast: Milk
Lunch: a bread
Dinner: half bowl of Mcd small porridge

Cool? Cool?! Don't learn from me. It slows down body metabolism rate. By the time you get thin, you will start to follow back your normal meals and you will gain super fast. twice faster!
see I know that! But I just can't eat. I don't have appetite to eat. Why? I HATE FOOD! I HATE MCD! I HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE FOR OVER-CONSUMING THEM!


My job is tiring. No sales. =.="
Can die.
Full time for 3 days.
DIE!!!!!!!!!! Little food+ strenuous job = death!
Come and see me for the last time! I mean, times. LOL

Hair

I wonder why do I have so much of hair on my legs and hands? They are quite long=.="
Why?
I doubt my ancestors were monkeys then evolved into human beings!
Muahaha. Never mind. It's not like I am the only girl in this world with so much of hair grown on legs and hands right? My buddy Sze Lynn has very long hair grown on legs and hands too.

Classes have started.
Taking business statistics, business computing, accounting 1 and english for business and trade this semester.
Gonna be a tough sem! All are pretty tough subjects except for english for business and trade.
I have got jobs to do for 4 weeks! Continuously!
Gonna be really tiring but I am enjoying it. It's better than sitting down not knowing what to do the next right?

Anyway, I will be working @ Gurney Plaza tomorrow as London Weight Management promoter @ Old Wing. It's a 3-days job anyway.

So, see ya^^
Get back soon.....

very upset!

SERIOUSLY, I AM GONNA STARVE MYSELF.
I DON'T CARE IF I DIE AFTER 20 DAYS.
I *UCKING HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF
I HATE LIFE I HATE MY LIFE I *UCKING HATE MY LIFE.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY CAN'T ANYONE UNDERSTAND ME
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
WHAT SHOULD I DO
WHAT CAN I DO I HATE MYSELF I WANNA KILL MYSELF I WANNA FIND A WAY TO DIE I WANNA DIE I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF. *UCKED UP LIFE.
WHY CAN'T ANYONE KNOW WHAT I WANT
WHY IS LIFE SO HARD TO LIVE ! I DON'T WANNA LIVE I AM VERY DEPRESSED I AM VERY VERY LOST I AM VERY ANGRY I M FEELING DISORIENTED I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I FEEL LIKE CUTTING MYSELF AND I WANNA SEE MY BLOOD.
I WANNA MAKE MYSELF SUFFER I WANNA TORTURE MYSELF
I DON'T CARE IF I WILL STILL BE LIVING BECAUSE LIFE IS TRIVIAL LIFE IS MEANINGLESS LIFE SUCKS LIFE IS FULL OF CRAPS LIFE IS FUCKING EVIL LIFE IS MAKING ME TO BE REALLY SICK .
WHERE AM I,WHERE'S MY SOUL, I WANNA TORTURE MYSELF
NO ONE EVER SEES THE REAL ME I HAVE BEEN COVERING MYSELF WITH A MASK FOR YEARS. WHEN CAN I TAKE THAT DOWN. NO ONE EVER UNDERSTANDS MY FEELINGS NO ONE EVER LOVES ME NO ONE EVER DID. I HATE MYSELF WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY AM I ON THIS EARTH. NO ONE EVER KNOWS HOW I REALLY FEEL INSIDE. NO ONE EVER SEES THE TRUE ME. NO ONE EVER KNOWS I AM DEPRESSED DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART ALTHOUGH I MAY SEEM CHEERFUL. I HATE MY LIFE I HOPE I AM NOT LIVING I AM JUST A JUNK I AM USELESS I AM NOTHING WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY IS LIFE SO HARD TO LIVE WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY I FEEL LIKE DYING I FEEL LIKE DYING
I WANNA CUT MYSELF BY USING A KNIFE I WANNA CUT MYSELF I WANNA SEE MYSELF BLEED I AM MORE HAPPY THAT WAY I WANNA CUT MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I AM FUCKING ANGRY WITH MYSELF WHY AM I LIKE THAT WHAT AM I SAYING WHY AM I ACTING LIKE THIS I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO EMOTIONAL I AM GONNA CUT MYSELF BECAUSE I AM STUPID I REALLY AM I AM REALLY INSANE I AM CRAZY I DON'T DESERVE A LIFE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I AM GONNA TORTURE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MY MASK WHEN CAN I TAKE IT DOWN AND START LIVING FOR MYSELF BUT NOT THE OTHERS. WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN WHY AM I LIKE THIS..................................

It's Saturday

Yes, it's Saturday now. Everyone must be out to have some fun and get drunk tonight. And I? I am just staring at my laptop screen thinking of what to do the next hours.

New semester is reopening on Monday.
The happy thing that gets me jump up sky-high is - I don't have any classes on Monday. *yeah*

Took my results yesterday. I got an A(cgpa4.0) for Academic English which I thought I wouldn't get an A for it because I got freaking low marks for my coursework! Horrendously LOW!
Like, 6/30 or 12/30 ONLY for coursework? Um.. What about attendance? I rarely attended classes! I skipped at least one English classes once a week. AT LEAST ONCE. hehe. See, attendance doesn't matter that much although it was 10marks!! ahhaha. I found an excuse to skip more classes! :-p
Let's skip together!!! hehehehehhehehe.......
Anyway, I did pretty well for Oral-sex test and Final. That's why I deserve the A!
hahaha.
=.=" but..... I could get a better grade if I did all of my coursework and attended all classes!
Always too late for everything. Nvm. What's past is past, try again next time!

And, got A-(cgpa3.67) for Study Skills. Didn't do well for my in-class test! A- only...
SOB SOB....


I got myself really drunk at night because I was disappointed by my crappy results playful. hahaha. I drank whisky and beers like water for the second time! I puked like crazy after that and my whole body was tomato-red in colour. I drank way too much. I walked like a zombie and looked like a vampire! hahaha.
Exciting huh! Wanna try? LOL

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I looked through my camera pictures since I got nothing better to do. And I found this little thing!
hey, that's me, a stretchy rubber band!

This is my little sister! I took this picture years ago! Apparently, she looked so much better last time with her strawberry hair style!

My sister, dad, brother and mum.
Picture taken a year or 2 ago.
Sister's strawberry hair so farking cute.
Dad still looks the same now.
Brother looked skinny in this picture but he is very fat now! His tummy is bloodly 31inch! SO FAT! I have to broadcast to the world. hahaha.
Mum was fatter last time, now thinner.

My eldest sister and I. She is now in US. She can smile with her mouth-opened and teeth-shown but I can't. I don't know why God created me that way! I can't fathom! LOL

Guess who is this?
Me la!
hahaha.
*peace*
*peace again*

Botak head @ Nintendo counter. He has probably forgotten about his age. Look at his body size! Isn't it way too huge to be in Nintendo counter playing that small babyish thing!? haha.

Ya, he has totally forgotten about his age so he is hugging this little "lenny" to bed! hahahahahahaha.
I call that cute fluffy thing "lenny".
Awww, so cute! I am saying "lenny".

Too huge to hold 2 mini connettos.

Hahahahahahhahahaa not so bored after all!!!!!!!!!!!!

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This is not what I want. I am forced to:(
or else I would get killed.

Trust or don't trust!

I mentioned about some boy was so scared of his text messages being read by his girlfriend so he had to snatch away his mobile phone from her everytime she had his phone in hands!
And now,
the case is different and he's become very smart.
VERY.
The boy used to turn his phone into silent mode and his girlfriend went all ballistic about his cranky act.
So he uses an alternative way to deceive her. He leaves the phone in normal mode. But the intelligent thing is, he turns off ringing tone and message tone.
WOW, how smart huh!

So now the girl finds no reason to trust him.
So I call the girl REALLY smart for not trusting someone who is proven to be not-trustable!


Anyway,
who's going to work for the coming PC FAIR in Pisa, Penang?
Remember to drop me a message.
We could meet there alright^^
You can see me in real life and chat with me.
get my signature too if you wish.haha kidding la
get me a phone in order to get my phone number. haha. kidding okay!