Burdened

6th semester ended today. Financial Management paper 2-5pm just now.
I was expecting an A for it but now I'm hoping to pass the paper. I just screwed it because I didn't study for the theory part which carried 30 outta 100 marks. All blank. And I'd forgotten about how to do those calculations.
So yes, keeping my fingers crossed for a pass.

Came outta exam hall at about 3.50pm, rushed to Regal Hotel for a job briefing, gonna start working tomorrow. Some brand ambassador for Gilette razor.
Gonna work for 2 days, rest for a day, then start my CARS job @ Queensbay.

I wanna get more jobs, make myself busy and think less about your lies and your pasts. I need to get you outta my mind. You don't deserve a stay in my mind. I need to get rid of you! SOON!
I hate the feelings of waking up feeling empty and burdened and cheated. And what I think about all the time is your lies lies lies and think of what else do you lie. I'm tired. Very tired. Perhaps you don't realise how tired I've become.
You went out with your friends last night until 4am++, I knew it. Someone told me you were with him. This morning I asked you what time did you reach home, you said 2am. I asked you again, one last chance, you said 2.30am. After that I told you that I knew where you were last night, you converted whole story and told me in another way. I'm so sick of your lies.
You said you'd change for God's sake. I don't see any changes. Even small matters you lie. How do I believe in you again?
I know that there're still a lot of things which you haven't told me.
I'll find out one by one by myself.
I'm tired...
I know I'm not handling this too well. I should just cut this relationship off. Like, in a cruel way because you weren't lenient when you lied.
I can do it one day....!!!
I believe I can...!
You're a disaster, a virus and a disease!!! You're horrible!