29.6.2009; 8pm

I'm so dead.
I don't know how to do Business Statistics.
If you think that I've started revising, then you are goofy!
Haha. I just flipped through and found out that I have so much to learn yet so little time.
I used 2 hours to do 5 questions which are extremely easy compared to final exams questions.
So tell me I won't be dead.

I still haven't watched Transformers. I feel so outdated.
All blame Allen Saw Kok Leong. He doesn't allow me to watch with my friends because he is possessive, he wants to watch all nice movies with me. But too sad, we are very unlucky. He has no time for movies. Even when he does, movie seats suck. So we always end up frittering our time doing nothing!
Luckily I went to watch " Drag me to Hell" with Lynn. Or else I could never watch that! Hahahaha......

Final exam is next week. So what? I still plan to go out for movie on Wednesday because I am tired of staring at papers and notes without having the motivation to start reading them. The world is sad; and I am just another sadness. And the second reason why I need to catch a movie on Wednesday is because Allen is holding my identity card. He forgot to give it back to me after we hung out that night and he went back to SP with my IC.
So he has to come all the way to Penang to give it back to me on Wednesday when movie tickets are selling at RM6. It's just another temptation. LOL.
So I so have to catch a movie on that day!
Do you fucking know that I can't sit for my final exam without my identity card?
I wonder what'll happen if police catch me now! They might think that I am prostitute from China! OMG OMG. How????

Urgh, gotta take my bath now......!

27.6.2009 ; 12.30am

Still managed to take pictures without a camera phone and without a camera just because I still have my built-in webcam. =)
Yeepy.
I love my hair, I love my hair!!!!!
Can't wait for it to grow longer and I'll make it different end of this year.

Hi, people =)
Every student from Diploma in Business Studies is mugging for their final exams except for me.
Hahaha.
Today my husband came to find me...
We decided to catch a movie named " The last house on the left" something like that. Has anyone watched that? Tell me if it's interesting. I love horror movies. =)
To our utter disappointment, movie time had passed when we reached GSC.
We haven't planned to watch Transformers yet because we don't fancy the idea of suffocating in the theater!
No lah, actually it's because I suffer from heart disease. Too many people in the cinema will cause me to suffocate and faint. Haha. Just kidding!
So we went to walk around and went back in 30mins.
Gurney was packed with people.
And guess what, he had to pay RM3 for the parking ticket for nothing!
What on earth!
Never mind,
then I suggested to have our supper @ McD.
First he said that he was full.
At last, he shared a set of Large Fried Chicken with me.
Lalala~
I'm full.
=(
Just told myself that I have to lose weight 3 weeks ago and now I think I'm gaining instead of losing!
LOL.
It's okay. Life is short. Enjoy it. Eat whatever you like even if it triggers illnesses. Everyone is going to die anyway! Just earlier or later.
Am I wrong?
But....
But.......
My jobs don't allow me to be too fat. As in, I can't be fat.
My body size now is the maximum I can ever get.
Sadness.

Okay, stop talking about food and body size because I am sick of repeating it every single day!
URGH.
My diet plan has never succeeded!
I always wanted to slim down since 13years old.
Until now?
hahaha. Only gain never lose.
Who wants to go to the garden to jog with me??

Alright,
let see what I plan to do after my final exam.
1. Wash my face and get all black/white heads removed. I have been trying so hard to take care of my visage. I want it shiny-glowing instead of dull-dehydrated. Uh, been spending a lot of money on face care but none works yet.
2. Work and work. Earn some money and save.
3. Enjoy and spend my time with my husband.
4. Pester my parents to get me a car as soon as possible.
5. Eat and gain weight and rave and rant about it in my blog again and again.
6. Finish all of my story books. I'm waiting for my final exam to pass just to read them. I know I can't stop myself from reading if I start reading now. Then, studies will be neglected.

That's all so far.
Gotta go talk to my hubby, he is dreaming now......
Bye.....!

24.5.2009 ; 10.00pm

I am dying.
12 more days to final exam and I am still lazing around like usual.
:-)
So what? I might withdraw my course anytime because I seriously hate studying; especially when I'm forced to study in a college that I hate so much. And I still don't own a car. I can die now I tell you!
Grrr!
I'm squandering my time dreaming all the time.
I don't like my life. I can die anytime. Life is meaningless.
What for I fight so hard for my future? Everyone is going to die anyway! Just early or late! Right.
Just take it easy.....
Life is short, enjoy first!
=)


So this man complaint why I never posted our pictures on blog.
So here I go....
Lalala.... My hair is growing~~~~
Very bad quality picture....Webcam pic. What to expect?
Eyer, my face very fat!

Lalala~
Self-shot better, cuz more mature. LOL


My hair is long so it couldn't fit into my picture.
lalala~ Sorry my fringe is too long . I know I look fierce! Silence kills...

23.6.2009; 12.20 am

I went back to SP(my hometown) on Friday and came back to Penang today.
Arrived a few hours ago.
The reason why I went back was because of Fathers' days.
I'm this grateful for the first time in my whole life!
You know what,
my dad is wonderful when he agrees to buying me a car. Weeee~~~
I only asked for a second-hand car but he offers me a first-hand one.
Of course, I won't choose an expensive car because I'm just a beginner and my driving skill sucks to the point that I think you'll throw out everytime you be my passenger. LOL.
I'm a Malaysian and I love Malaysia and I support Malaysian products.
Hahahahahahhahahahahahaa.
Does it sound fake?


Anyway, we did mask when we reached my hostel.
I managed to transfer this picture to my computer before he deleted it!
He must be mad-angry if he sees this.
Who cares?
Allen Saw, this is the consequence of posting my extremely ugly picture on your blog! I can't forgive you although you have deleted that entry and I certainly will never forget how you perturbed me by setting that picture as your display picture on MSN! You knew I hated it and yet you still did it!
Nah, your punishment.
Okay, at least I feel better now.
People always humiliate others to enrich themselves, don't they? LOL.

Tadah, I'm so la-la! I like to do mask so that I can look more pretty...
Needless to say, my face is provocative even when it's covered by a layer of mask. Imagine when I have it taken off!

There, my pretty visage with "peace" sign.
Sorry I was a bit chubby when I took this photo. LOL.

Hahahaha.
THE END

16.6.2009

What to eat tonight?

I am always thinking of food and fun.
What to do, you tell me la you tell me!!!!
:-(
Never mind, cook instant noodles.

Just came back from college..
hmmm,
very tired. Nearly slept when lecturer was teaching.
Nothing to blog about.

Can you please tell me what should I post to make my blog more interesting???
Anything, just anything!
Sex, leisure, gossips, family matters, death..... Just anything!
Cuz I am really lost.

Grrr, I want pop corn I want MCD I want KFC
I want sushi I want Lok Lok I want movies....!
ARGH......
:-(
Take me there please.

11.6.2009 ; 7.06pm

Attended all classes today.
Suprising?
Woke up at 07.20 this morning.
Sorry for not updating blog for so long.
I have been too bored to update anything.
Supposed to have photo shooting yesterday and today.
But I was too lazy to go.
One of the reasons is because my skin condition is very bad nowadays.
I changed my skin care products and the brand makes my skin peel.
If I wanted to go for photo shooting, I would need to apply layers of make up to cover up my flaws!
I hate applying layers of make-up.
Making-up makes me feel uncomfortable.
So I decided not to go!
Or else,
I would have pictures to share and things to blog.
:(
Never mind! Photo shooting is tiring anyway!


A tragedy happened to a female friend of mine last night.
She went to meet up a guy for the first time.
I know that guy too!
WTF him! What a brazen bastard.
She was conned into his house.
All started with a little bit of touchings and then unhooked her bras forcefully.
He was pressing his erected dick on her ass and body.
She nearly got raped by him but managed to extricate herself from his kinky act.
Luckily she was wearing shorts instead of skirt!
Or else..... :....-(
Nightmare!!!

Girls, please listen to my advice.
We are all precious babes on earth.
We should take good care of ourselves and our bodies.
We worth more than anything else in the world if we know how to carry ourselves well.
We should be respected and looked up but not the other way around!
Please be extra careful if you're meeting a guy for the first time.
Don't hang out with those with bad records.
You'll never know what they might do to you!
"Better safe than sorry."

Happy~

Yeah, done all of my jobs.
Today last day as brand ambassador for Dynamo.
Waiting for salary now.
:-)
No more jobs until final exam is over.
Gonna get a car, hope that my parents won't change their mind.
My parents went to Bangkok for 5 days and I was stuck here for 5 days.
How unfair.
But it's okay, God's always fair because I had some fun back home too!
LOL.

I'm trying Amway Artistry skin care product.
Hopefully it works on me or else my heart will ache and bleed for spending so much on something ineffective. Opps, actually it wasn't me who paid for it :-)
My skin condition is getting worse and my body is getting fatter and fatter because I don't even bother to control my diet!
Don't care. Because I ain't gonna cross 60kg anyway!
Oh ya, and my dark circles make me look like a panda if I don't conceal them with concealer around my eyes' areas! I don't even dare to step out of my house because I don't wanna be a silent killer!
Argh, it's been almost 4 months since I last washed my face and cleansed it from the inside out! No wonder my skin is so dull!
See, so much to do yet so little time.
Girls...are...troublesome...

I want to be a man.
If reincarnation really does happen, I wish to have a dick; without breasts of course! LOL.
But nah, I don't believe in reincarnation.
Way too ridiculous.
If reincarnation were real, I think I would become a chicken next time. Because I keep eating MCD and KFC chicken! lalalala~

it's 1.33am now, I have to sleep now and study for my Computing test which will be held on Tuesday! I haven't even touched the book.
Awww, I'm hungry! Food please?
Never mind, sleeping makes me forget about my hunger.

Respect

What do you have in your mind when the word "respect" comes across your mind?

I loathe those bastards who show no respect to their girl-friends.
I loathe those fucking randy husbands who leer at me when their wives/gfs are just one step beside them.
Come on, respect your wives and be proud of what you have owned instead of allowing your stunk dick to cloud your judgments!
Fucked-up bastards!
Just in case some readers don't understand the meaning of "loathe" but feel too lazy to check out the dictionary, I will just state the meaning here.
Loathe means extremely hate! Another word for "loathe" is "abhor".
Leer means "staring in a randy way".
Randy means lustful.
Lustful means HAM SAP.
Yes, that's the word. HAM SAP.

Guys, you should appreciate what you have around you.
I get annoyed whenever guys leer at me when their gfs are around.
Of course, their gfs feel annoyed too!
Don't think I feel happy for that.
Don't think I'm so proud of myself!
I never thought so.
Mother fuckers all. I am fucking angry.
I feel bad for making their girls feel annoyed.
And I get hated for getting some unwitting attention from their loved ones.

Please have some respect! Please!
I'm a feminist! I AM A FEMINIST and I PROTECT WOMEN'S RIGHTS and SOULS!

Guys, when you have gfs, don't ever fucking turn your eyes to look at other girls for fucking damn long. Look for a few seconds is alright. But, not more than that.
Just think, if your gfs look at other guys in an impressive way, will you feel good?
Cibai!
Especially those guys who already own pretty girl friends.
Still want to look at other girls for what.
Your fucking cock is itchy?
Itchy go toilet scratch it.
If scratching doesn't cure, just cut it off!

Please, RESPECT your gfs by controlling your fucking eyes.
Just think, will you feel good if your gfs keep looking at other guys for god-damn long! Tell me if you feel good, I will recommend you a psychiatrist. You need help urgently or else you will be sent to Tanjung Rambutan located at Ipoh.

And, the thing that I can't stand the most is - guys who have pretty girls as their gfs still look at and flirt with other not-so-pretty girls.
Tell me why is this? My pretty friend once complaint to me about her boy friend being unfaithful. She is miraculously beautiful with a heart of gold! Apparently, she is what every man wants. I felt angry for her. And I plan to haunt that fucking bastard. I'll make him barren for the rest of his whole life if I see him!
Tell me why the world has to be like that?
Tell me!

5.6.2009

Remember about this little cute thing that I whined about not owning it earlier?

Now I officially own it! Hahahaha.
T_T..
Got eyes one..
OMG OMG...
Thanks darling.
lalala~~ Now I can show it off to my brother!
Mine is more mighty than his 1st generation so-dead Mickey Mouse MP3!
He's goofy for buying the 1st generation one from me!
Hahaha...

Count down....
4 more days to Business Computing mid term exam.
I don't have to repeat that I haven't prepared for it because my smart readers know it before I open my mouth.
I'm gonna be so dead, like always.

I am home alone.
I got nothing to eat just now so I tried to steam sausages,crab sticks and meat balls.
Eww, that was pretty disgusting.
So I called my husband and asked him how to fry sausages.
haha.
I fried for the second time in my life and I was successful!
SUCCESSFUL!
First time was few years back.
I was trying to fry french fries that afternoon.
Ridiculous thing happened then.
I threw fries into the oil which wasn't even hot!
I fried and fried,
wondered why my fries looked weird with oil trapped inside.
So I asked my mom...
My mom scolded me dick-head and she said:" where got people put fries in cold oil one!"
Sob sob..
My fries were not edible.
Sadness!
She banned me from cooking ever since!
And yeah, no one is at home so I cooked and I was successful:-p
lalalala~~~


My parents finally plan to get me a car.
See, complaints work!
But I'm a bad driver.
They suggest me to get a first-hand car but I think second-hand car suits a beginner better.
I'm sure I'll scratch my car here and there.
So yeah...
Deciding........
My mom said she would only buy me this car. If I wanna change car in the future, I gotta make my own money or find a way to get it.
So I told her I would earn my own big bucks and get a really COOL car.
She then said:"Choose a good husband and make your husband to get it for you. Every husband buys cars for wives. It's their responsibility."
@_@"
My mom rocks!

Gotta work again tomorrow..
Brand Ambassador for Dynamo again.....
Last week of work only!
:-)
Lalala~