1.5.2009

Yesterday was Thursday...
Morning class was at 9am...
Guess wat? I skipped again....
Haha.... Too tired to wake up.... Something was wrong with my body...
Felt too lethargic to get myself up...

Many problems need great concern and consideration come throwing to me recently.
I should really make quick decision so that I don't have to fritter away my time....
Final exam is coming soon. I need to concentrate on my studies and put everything aside...

Today is 1.5.2009.
Woke up at 11am and packed my bag to come back to my hometown. Opps, sorry la. Someone packed for me. hahaha.
I am too lazy. Man who wants to marry me in the future MUST hire a maid for me!
Headed to Queens to have our lunch then I asked for laksa some more when I reached SP.
:-p
Going to shop again! haha. Shower me with money, please! I am never broke but never rich!
Aw, damn! I am good at eating + shopping! haha.
Who will love me and stay by my side when I become darn fat in the future?

Tomorrow got work again la......!
:-(
I don't want to work, I am tired..
All because of money....
sigh......

Kingston girl VS Dynamo Brand Ambassador =.="

Haha, finally free to blog.
I am suffering from severe cough which has affected my lungs.
I feel so pain. Too pain to even laugh and walk.
I hope I will be alright tomorrow or else I won't go to college.
Wait wait, I already planned not to go! haha.

Got pictures from my colleague.
I worked for Kingston @ Pisa, Penang on 17 April 2009.
Let these pictures speak for me.

4 of us....

5 of us. Only one guy. hehe. From left: Irene, Stella, Wu Yi, me and Vaness.

Actually got more pictures one, but I don't want to post up because I look too ugly in them :-( Haih.... Even the camera man said that I am not photogenic.


So yeah, last week I went to promote Dynamo. Like, wth right? hahah.
Dynamo....!

OMG, this uncle bought Dynamo from me! Haha.

I wonder what was wrong with the camera man to capture my back!
Ish....

Don't ever take pictures when I am texting okay!

Haha, hihi! I am as tiny as an ant!

This is how I promote Dynamo! haha.

:(

Damn it, need to work tomorrow!
I swear I won't accept any jobs anymore after these 8days jobs.
I am sick of working. It's damn tiring. I wanna spend my time spending money and shopping; not working! Okay?

Who wants to replace me for my job? Female only.
It's a promoting job. 8 hours per day, rm100.
Need not do much. Just stand there and promote.

GRRR, a lot of things to think recently!!!!
Hate it!
Love is complicated!

22.4.2009

12.40pm

I am online in com lab while waiting for my class to start.
Anonymous has fucked his/her asses off my page.
She/he dares not to comment anymore.
Or maybe she/he plans to do something "physical" on me secretly so he/she fucked off first.

Anyway, back to peace again.
Thanks for those who supported and those who showed concern...
:) very nice people on earth....

Time flies, it's already April now. I am getting older.
Final exam is looming around the corner.
Assignments start to pile up like Everest mountain.
Problems seem to come springing like a waterfall; blurring my vision and stabbing my fragile heart.
And I, start to worry about every single thing; even a small thing.

I haven't recovered from my illness. My ribs hurt whenever I cough. I wonder why is that and what's wrong with me??
I am going back to my hometown on Friday as I have got work on Saturday and Sunday.
8 more times of work to go then I will be free to prepare for my final exam.
Hope I will do great because I don't wish to fail again.

My laptop is not working right. The screen isn't connected to my keyboard.
:( I need to get it fixed soon. Getting it fixed means I don't get to online for about 1 month:(
Then I cannot keep in touch with my friends and blog anymore.
Sad:(

OKay, gotta attend class now. See you guys later bye

Okay, I have to attend class now, bye.....

Special post for someone special.

Sorry for not updating my blog for so long. I was busy with my work @ PC Fair these 3 days. My work wasn't that tiring because it had nothing to do with sales. All I needed to do were distributing flyers and helping customers to redeem some gifts. Pay is pretty good and I had some fun too.

Pictures will be posted up once I get them.

The reason of posting this post is to reply an ANONYMOUS who commented on my previous posts. I suppose this person hates me a lot but he/she is afraid of getting bashed by me so he/she has to comment as "Anonymous". I wonder why people who hate me that much would waste their time on me? Any ideas people?

Here are his/her comments:

Anonymous said...

ms whoever u are. get a grip of yourself. just who do u think u are to have so much pride in you. get a grip.you think your smile is nice?? it looks like those cows ass your mom has sex with. so really know who your are. you are farking ugly fyi. take care of your piece of shit for an ass.

Reply: Hello, I am Miss Catherine. I am who I am and whatever that's in me is none of your business. This is my blog, my place to rant and write and share about my life, to make complaints and to brag. Don't like it? Just fuck your ass off my blog. Why even bother to waste your time to leave comments and come back again to check replies and wait to reply again? I guess you are one of my avid readers huh! Anonymous, are you that scared to expose your identity? You should be more courageous when you were to leave disdainful comments about people. And Anonymous, since when did I ever claim that my smile is sweet? Which post darling? Show me! Are you jealous of me because I have so many good things happen in my life? Or are you jealous because you can never get high salary jobs like I always do?You shouldn't even waste a second on someone that you hate! :) SHAME ON YOU! BOOOOO! ANONYMOUS! hahahaha. Why not show us your pictures and show us how beautiful you are before you give disgraceful comments about the others? Oh, how do you know how cows' asses look like? I suppose your mother gets fucked by cows so she cries and shares to you about her pain. Or your daddy is a nutter and he forces your mom to have sex with cows so that he could capture every scene to show to you? That's how you know how cows' asses look like! Awww, pity you. You have got very sick parents that's why you are sick! Too sick to even waste a few minutes to drop comments on your enemy's post. Well, I forgive you because being this sick is not what you want, it's an inheritance.

Anonymous said...

mr alan fong, english classes are available. oops u r nt even worthy enuff to be taught. go rot in hell with ur parents

Who are you to comment on his English? Your English isn't impeccable and it's a far cry from excellent. Please look into the mirror before saying the others. I have never seen a person like you. You could just leave despicable comments about the others before even knowing them. How can you be sure that Alan Fong is not worthy to be taught? Do you even know him in person? Your mouth stinks like your mom's pussy and your dad's cock. You suffer from brain-rust. You are not God to judge who to be sent to Hell or Heaven. Stop acting like one. You don't even know Alan and yet you can leave comment like this. My readers, you guys have eyes to see and brains to think. See it yourselves and tell me he is right if you think that he is! It's okay, anonymous is mentally sick, remember? Forgive him/her. Being sick isn't what he/she wants, it's an inheritance.

Anonymous said...

reli? cause who decided name herself or himself or neither eueu. get a real name. pity ur parents

Anonymous doesn't only hate me, he/she hates my readers as well! Why you even bother about others' nick names. It's their lives and their freedom. Who are you to criticize and leave your stunk asses here on my page? Ohh, well. You are jealous because you don't have a name. Pity you. Your parents are definitely uneducated and illiterate. They don't know how to get a name for you so you are named anonymous. Now I know why you are mentally sick. It's because you don't get everything that we have. Like, names, some happening lives and some events that we should be proud of so we blog about it. That's why you see that as pride instead of awesomeness! Now I also know how you get to know how cows' asses look like! Simply because your uneducated parents do uneducated stuffs! Like, your dad fucks your mom, your mom gets fucked by cow. And your dad captures every scene and you watch em' all! Hhahahahahahahaha


Please, fucked-up anonymous. You can hate me and leave disgraceful comments about me. BUT NEVER EVER SAY ANYTHING BAD ABOUT MY READERS! THEY ARE INNOCENT! leave them alone and shoot me alone:)
Come on! I am ever ready! I am not afraid because you can never fucking win when you are meant to be a loser. You are already a loser because you don't even dare to reveal your identity! LOSER! SHAME ON YOU! The more you comment, the more silly you may seem:) because anonymous can never win. hahaha. even if he/she wins, he is not known. because he is still ANONYMOUS:-P


Fuck your ass off ! Mother fucker. Some human being without brain and name. hahahahahahaha:)

Peace:)

I am sick, but what to do?

17.4.2009 ; 12.40am


I am suffering from severe cough which has been killing me gradually for more than a week. I cough non-stop at night and early in the morning. You will never know how serious the condition is until I show you this very frightening picture of my fresh blood.

I bloodly coughed blood. Blood sprinkled all over the floor when I turned over to cough. WTH. Muahahaha. Darling SKL, sssshhhh!

Despite the seriousness of my condition, I am still able to blog cheerfully like nothing happened. Because I have learnt to stay calm even when consternation burst like a tornado . And I gotta wake myself up at 7am soon(it's almost 1am now) to prepare for work(Pc fair).

Who dares to claim that Catherine is lazy now?
I curse those who say that!

Despite the seriousness of my condition, I am still able to give a smile to cheer my readers up. :-D Awwww, how kind. Right?

Received texts from London Weight Management agent.
She asked me to work again.
Man, sorry this time. I can't make it.
I don't fancy the idea of skipping so many classes just to earn a few hundred ringgit because I might lose a bright and great future if I choose a few hundred ringgit over my studies.

Plus, I have confirmed a job with another job agent.

:-D I promised myself not to have any jobs until final exam is over because I have got too much of jobs. Haha. All together 8 weeks. :-D
So, enough is enough.
I don't need money anyway.

I am damn worried about my studies and future.
:( I hope I do great! I want to do great!


Oh God, I cough til I feel pain in my stomach. Gastric?????
:(
I gtg man, I so need to rest now. Or else I would faint during work.
So go and catch me when I fall and bring me to the hospital.


See ya, nights

Tuesday.

Time waits for noone. It keeps on ticking. Especially when you are enjoying your life.
It only stops when you have to go through hardships. It makes your pain seem perpetual.
It's very cruel, isn't it?

I haven't been blogging for quite a few days so I think it's time now.
Or else my readers will go ballistic and fuck their asses off here:(
Then I will be so down:(
What's a blog for without readers? Right?
Haha....

I managed to wake myself up at 8.30am and went to college today.
My mom bought me bread yesterday so I thought it was great because I could eat it this morning.
But people, guess what happened this morning?
I left my bread in microwave oven and set it to 5 mins.
So I went to get ready while waiting for it to be heated.
Just when I was vaining in front of my mirror, I smelled smoke.
So I went outside and thought that my bread was ready to be eaten.
DANG!!! Guess what happened????????
The stupid bread became black in colour and whole house was full of smoke. hahahahahaahahahahahahaha.
Damn it man.
Over-heated.
*shake head*
Catherine some more wants to be a house wife in the future.
It's okay. HIRE A MAID WILL JUST DO RIGHT????
So guy,
if you ever think of marrying me, remember to bring your maid along for marriage interview. Interviewers will be my parents. You know, they never let their daughter to suffer and do house-chores. Because washing dishes makes my hands rough and makes my shirt wet, I bloodly have to bathe everytime when I help to clean the dishes; moping the floor makes people fall down and die because it's too wet; sweeping the floor gives me a runny nose as dust will fly around. It's like, the more I sweep the more dirty it gets.
Hahahaha.
Please take note that my parents DO ask me to help. But when I do, they will complain about how bad my work is. So they redo.
What's the point then? Might as well do all themselves.
The only thing that I love to do is to help my dad to wash his cars! haha.
But he never allows me to do that because he thinks that it's not a good sight when people pass by my house. I will be all wet and seductive. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah :-D He scared guys who think with their dicks might rape his daughter when they see her so sexy like that.


So forget it, I went to college smelling like smoke.
When I entered the class, my lecturer was shocked to see me. I used to skip his classes cuz I always overslept. Haha. He never scolded me anyway.
He just said that I have too many guys around so I have no time to attend classes. WTH man.
He even accuses me of getting lotsa phone calls during his tutorial lessons.
Haha, well. I admit I do get phone calls. But not as much as he thinks.
Gggggrrrrrrrr......

I have been worrying a lot recently.
About my future, my studies, my work and simply just everything!
I feel like a rubber band being stretched to its limit, ready to snap at anytime. Tension.
Because of my dad.
He warned me to do good in my studies if I want to work.
I wonder what will happen if I fail again.
I will commit suicide!

Work again on Fri, Sat and Sun @ Pisa, Penang.
Catch up with you guys soon alright.

The day when you walked away.

24.01.2007

There're so much words left unsaid,
so much works left undone.
The day since you chose to walk away,
was the day my heart chose to stop beating;
my eyes chose to stop seeing.
The callousness of the truth,
was excruciating and unbearable.
Somehow I wished I could turn back time,
to make everything better.
I would take back all harsh words that I'd spoken to you.
But I knew that things were beyond restoration,
torn pieces were impossible to be fixed, no.
I was forced to move on,
because your heart was no longer there;
no longer there for me.
We've both moved on.
Soon, I realized that,
I'm alright without you.
Your life is more colorful without my existence.
You're better off without me.
And I am totally okay with it.


But,
I do miss the times,
when you showered me with true love and affection.
I can never deny your sincerity....your loyalty.
You opened your ears to listen to my problems with the patience of a saint.
You never did a thing to perturb me.
You were really proud to have me around.
And you broadcast to the world that :" I AM THE ONE."
I was the only girl in your life.
I loved it when you were apathetic and unwilling to talk to other girls.
You never ever lied. Not even about a small thing.


How can you ever find a guy like this? Never ever again.
I am not comparing bfs okay...
I am just recalling all the memories.
And yes,
like my parents have always commented,
he is the best among all.
Undeniable!

Haha....

Got tagged. so yeah.

This is called 50 first reactions... Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think already and go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it!

1) Beer : Oh, it sucks ever since the night when I nearly puked my lungs out after taking too much of beers.

2) Food : I live to eat not eat to live.

3) Relationships : Complicated and better don't get involved before you are sure that you love that person from the bottom of your heart. It's a waste of time and energy. Beware when you are in a relationship, some people just love stealing hearts and destroy them.

4) Crush : Crush? Always have that. But yeah, I always make my dreams come true.

5) Power Rangers : WTF. They are ugly.

6) Life : Life sucks. What's life and how should I live my life? What's the meaning of life? Why am I living?

7) The President : Is this bringing my readers anywhere even if I answer it?

8) Yummy : Food!

9) Cars : Sports car or BMW.

10) Movie : Anything is fine. Prefer premiere class! Better environment. More space to move my sexy ass around. You can even try to make love in there.

11) Halloween : Oh.... ? so?

12) Sex : Sex rocks only when you have a great sexual partner. If you don't, I advise you to get a sex toy. :p Ai ya, no need sex la. All be virgins for lives la. okay! hahahahaha!

13) Religion : Very important in everyone's lives in order to stay "straight" in this slippery world. But I am not religious, not at all.

14) Hate : Hate guys who think with their dicks. Hate guys who find prostitutes. It's so low standard. Don't understand why they have to do that. Don't they know that they can get diseases like HIV or Aids? And when they wanna settle down their lives, they get married and they make their family members HIV patients! Think of your innocent wives and kids please.

15) Fear : No fear. I am brave. NO FEAR! GET IT?

16) Marriage : Choose the best and be the best! If you choose the wrong person, you will end up being miserable throughout your whole life. CHOOSE THE BEST.

17) Blondes : Oh, whites are cute! Longer dicks?

18) Slippers : comfortable!

19) Shoes : The most expensive brands will do! :-P

20) Asians : No comment.

21) Pass time : online and bitch

22) One night stand : WHAT THE FUCK! This is what makes the world chaotic. STOP IT. Sex is a wonderful gift from God for husbands and wives. Don't misuse it. Come on! I FUCKING HATE THOSE WHO HAVE ONE NIGHT STAND. WHAT THE FUCK! Having sex with strangers and friends??? Only guys who think with their dicks and girls who think with their assholes do that! NO BRAIN! OTAK MANA?

23) My cell phone : Damn lousy. RM99 phone. I never planned to buy a cell phone by using my own hard-earned money. I always get gifts, remember? I bought the previous w910i(sold out) by my own money. But, the money was given by someone. ahaha. So, not counted.

24) Smoke : Fuck those who smoke! I don't wanna get cancer. But when you do it, you just don't tend to smell smoke you know! *ahem* *ahem* hahaha. I don't smoke one okay!

25) Fantasy : always fantasize la.. During lessons...hahahaha

26) College : College life isn't as fun as predicted because my college sucks.

27) High school life : It sucked. Because I hate waking up at 6am in the morning! I hate uniform. I hate curfews. Basically, I hate studying!

28) Pajamas : Oh, the best is don't wear anything and tuck myself into blanket!

29) Stars : I love staring at the sky.

30) Center : What is this?

31) Alcohol : Worst thing on earth. Good girl doesn't like the word "alcohol". I am a good girl, obviously!

32) The word love : No God no love. God is love. Haha. So when you claim that there's no God in this world, you shouldn't believe in love.

33) Friends : Wonderful!

34) Money : Never get enough of it. I am always yearning for money!

35) Heartache : Oh, heartache? It's not a big deal! :) I have got no heart, how do I feel hurt? Someone stole my heart away and broke it into pieces. I no longer have a heart.

36) Time : Time flies when you are enjoying your life but never moves when you are going through hardships. Damn you, time!

37) Divorce : Pity your children la! See clearly before getting married.

38) Dogs : Don't lick me.

39) Undies : Haha, I like it~

40) Parents : They are over-protective and they are eccentric. They are annoying and old-fashioned. They are conservative and never up-to-the- minute. But whatever they do and scold, is for my own good. Just that they can never accept the reality that their times can be completely different from now. And their teachings can be tossed around like pieces of garbages in this century.

41) Babies : Heart cute babies. Throw those annoying ones down from 15th floor!

42) Ex : No ex la. No one ever wanted me la. No one ever deserved a good girl like me la! okay! hahahahahaa. KIDDING. I don't remember who my ex is! No point remembering shitty things.

43) Song : Songs soothe my soul.

44) Color : Colours make lives colourful.

45) Weddings : I want my wedding day to be the most luxurious and memorable one. I want everything nice and cute and expensive. I want everything to be perfect! PERFECT! I MEAN IT! I want diamond ring. haha.
Well, all that not important. The most important thing is, the right and most expensive man I am marrying:) When I say expensive man, I mean, he must be clean and pure and never fools any girls. Don't tell me I am childish to think that I want a virgin husband. I am not childish. I know what's the best for me:p We shall see:)

46) Pizza : Heaven!

47) Hangout :Give me lotsa money and I will hang out with my friends everyday.

48) Rest : I need rest.

49) Goal : Many unattainable goals will be attainable because I am a superwoman. I make things right. I don't get right things but I make things right! It's life, isn't it? :D

50) Inspiration : I will tell you when I know.

Sampling job

Hello, don't laugh at me when you see my pictures! Kay! I've never done this in my whole life as a sampling drink promoter! hahahaaha. A very decent job isn't it? No short skirt, no sexy attire needed. Only apron.
This is a 2weeks job. Done a week, one more to go! Haha. 7hours30mins work only..... :-p Anyway, very little samples were given to me. So I had to scrimp and save! Samples always finished around 7.30pm, but, my work dismissed at 9pm! So I just stood and looked around like a retard!

Nah, I look like a very fierce mother! Sorry for the freaking bad quality! Captured by someone's phone.

Hihi, very funny and ugly! I swear I'll never take pictures by using mobile phone! Even if I do, I won't post up ugly pictures of myself! hahhaa...

Some pervert captured the back of me when I shopped after work!
My hair is that short! That short!!!:( I though it was longer but changed my thought after I saw this picture.
Opps! I guess this is the only time you see me in long pants! haaha.
I don't wear long pants or long jeans! :-p
I am more to shorts.
So understand me now? LOL

:(

:( :(
Very sad.
Sometimes I wonder why am I born fat! :(
I wanna be thin. Why do I need to put so much of effort in order to become thin. Yet, it's still a failure.
:(
I am sick of dieting.
I love food. Food is heaven. Food is my life.
I live to eat.
:( Now you ask me not to eat what I like.
I feel like the world is gonna end.
I had a bad gastric just now, for the first time in my whole life.
Went KFC to have some food, just a little portion.
Don't tell me that it's fattening!!!!!!!!!! Because I know it! Don't let the word haunt me again.
:(
:(
Going back to my hometown tomorrow.
My dad is coming to fetch me...
:( Work on Sat and Sun.
Hopefully can lose some weight because I have to stand for 8 hours.
:(
Accounting class at 11am-1pm. This is the subject that I retake for this semester. I always skip class, if not, I just talk when I am in class.
How am I gonna pass?
:(

Dog-tired

I learnt a new vocab today - dog-tired.
It means very tired. Haha. How come there's no pig-tired? or catherine-tired? LOL.
Anyway,
I am dog-tired. Woke up at 11am and lazed a little before I went to college for classes to talk with Sze Lynn today.
I don't have to wake up at 7.30am everyday to prepare for college is just marvellous!
I collapsed in my bed like a dead person and slept like a pig once I reached my room. Yet, I am still feeling tired. But I bet I will become very alert after 12am! haha.

I am gonna show you guys my Penang hostel which I think I haven't shown although I have been here for so long! haha.

This is my bed and my desk. I've got lotsa babies! haha.
They accompany me every night. So I'm not afraid of the boogie-man(ghost) anymore.
haha.

I know my face looks damn fat. Sorry kay, I don't know how to take only my face won't look so fat:(
Some people say that I look like a ghost. Really?

Awww, picture taken before going to college. Looking dog-tired! And pls take note that I don't apply any make-up! The most is only Sunscreen moisturizing cream or lotion!

I am going back to SP on Friday.
Gotta work as a sampling promoter on Saturday and Sunday.
And come back to Penang on Monday. Luckily there's no class on Monday. Or else I will be catherine-tired dog-tired.

Oh, I mentioned about having to work for 4 weeks(only weekends) continuously right?
Now, it's 6 weeks continuously! Received a call for job again.
All promoting jobs.
Gonna be dog-tired. It's 6 weeks continuously! Luckily I don't have to work that long. Only 8 hours per day. But 10 hours for Pc Fair. :(
But for the sake of money, it's okay!

I don't steal, I don't rob, I don't rape(it's not like I can.aha. Totally irrelevant)I only work hard to earn money to enrich myself. Isn't that great?
See, I don't need money. But I want money. Who doesn't want money? Let me know! I will dig all of your money away from you! haha. Or you could get me the latest Gucci bag. :-P Just kidding anyway!

Haha, nah.. Use your rm5000 to get 2000bags from supplier and donate them to those unfortunate kids on earth instead of giving a five thousand ringgit bag to me. We are faced with two apparently contradictory situations - We throw away RM2000 bag after using it for 3 years because we get bored of it. But some unfortunate people have never even used a bag in their whole lives!
So, bringing happiness to 2000 of kids is way better than bringing happiness to a spendthrift like me, isn't it?